Spidey!!

19 May
11am
Lot 1
Lunch + Movie..

will be spamming smses when i have the time..
[typing is faster than using sms on my hp..]

PSP

been w8ing for a gd time to buy a psp.. and now that i bought it with the money i saved, i'm once again broke.. >.< lol..
though broke, i'm glad i bought it..

$350 for
standard pack
2GB memory stick
1 UMD game
downgraded [which means can play DL games]
crystal case

aiya.. broke liao = need to save again.. =x
feels like a spendthrift at times sia.. >.< but sometimes.. after having a hard time saving, got to reward myself ma.. haha..

Jan till now.. xD

almost 4 mths since the last post.. lol..

cant help it la hor.. net down.. in camp busy.. now in camp got a bit of time so got down to type a bit.. to update u guys abt me.

March : Exercise marathon.. 5 exercises in 4 weeks.. nothing much to tok abt other than sick of it.. haha..

April : teach finish course liao.. now back to SQN life.. forgot alot.. need relearn.. think go Uni gonna jialat like this too.. Just got back from a long exercise lor..

this period of time, i also went wakeboarding at batam.. played a new game to me called battlefield II.. quite addictive sia.. wakeboarding was like.. woot.. been playing some old 3Kingdoms chinese games.. net spoilt ma..

saving plans are failing due to home problems.. sian.. even plans to learn driving confirm need to postponed till 20XX... xD

wanna watch spidey soon.. anyone? ;p

feeling like i'm too tangled in SQN work sia.. like almost no life liao.. need more fun... more wakeboarding.. anyone interested, tell me lor.. haha.. we can go tgt.. abt $80 for wakeboarding, boat fee to batam and lunch.. can play whole day.. june i most prob going again.. keke...

till then.. need to find some spices sia..

This week in camp..

Signed the book liao.. expect me to be missing the whole of feb or mar.. xD

this week in camp.. made quite a number of mistakes here and there.. was worried that will tio again.. in fact, some of them have been proven in past records that ppl signed.. was tinking if i shld admit/say out anot..

decided to say lor.. in the end, was told to remember to do certain things, was taught how to do others properly.. nv tio! wow.. shuang.. made me realized.. hey! actually facing one's mistakes is a lot better than trying to hide from it..

though this is sth i knew long ago, it has been shown in MY life many times this week.. which made me feel glad that it really works!

however, that doesn't mean i plan to continue making mistake and admit and make and admit.. xD of course i dun wan things to go wrg!

Lesson Learnt : Hiding will not help.. Admit ur mistake and dun repeat will make life better!

then on the ride back home from camp.. got 2 person toking.. they sounded like they knew the computer v well and tok like they are experts in it.. in the end, even a novice like me know they are wrg.. xD made me feel that they look v stupid.. then i tot.. if i tried to sound like i know sth well, will i look like them?? =x i believe so...

Lesson Learnt : If dunno, say dunno.. dun act smart, u will only look stupid.

this week.. everything else went pretty smoothly.. though a lot of late nights due to training, it's worth it.. hopefully.. ;x lol..

Dec towards 2007!

last two weeks was Fun! lol.. Xmas partying, New Year celebration Chalet.. but what really made it fun wasn't the festive season.. in fact, the new year feel like every other day to me.. what made it great was the company i had..

feels real gd that despite 1 whole year have past since we graduated, we are all still very much bonded tgt.. Shin, though we cant stay a class forever.. physically.. we r still very much a class like we were before.. mentally.. ;)

As a New Year comes, Resolutions should be made! okok.. it is true that resolutions that can be made anytime and does not have to w8 till the arrival of the new year to be made.. but! every new year that comes is a reminder to all of us.

-1 more year of your life has passed.. have u gained anything new that worthy? have u done anything u wanted to do since long long ago? if u haven't, it's time to get to it!-

so.. in the year of 2006.. it seemed to have passed very fast for me.. weekday shagged, week ends slacked.. repeat repeat repeat.. yawn~~ i believe 2007 will be sth like that too.. since i'm still serving NS..

but still, i hope to be able to find the minimum spare time i have to be used to its maximum!

1) Been wanting to learn how to play guitar WELL since sec 3.. got to learn a bit from oct'06.. Target in '07, to learn more techniques and chords and refine them..

2) To slowly adjust my diet to norm. not every meal 2 person share, but 1 person share..

3) To save up as much $$ i can.. if possible, i wanna go oversea after i ORD.. late '07 or early '08..

4) To learn abt wat i will be studying in uni.. EE.. some may tink it's still early.. but i'm just planning to find out wat the course will be abt.. read abit of it.. if not for me, still got time to change.. if not, i may end up like what happened to my accounting lessons.. learn halfway, say byebye.. xD

for now.. i tink that's it ba.. hope i can find time and determination to do them lor..

Troubled

ytd tio recall.. from morn till nite then book out.. since i didn't have to do much, it was still okay lor.. just that i sian that i had to miss meeting up a few friends..

during the recall, we learnt of more things abt what's going on.. the 'arrows' and 'aimings' that's happening and also the movement of many ppl on our side.. makes all of us realise that the work is just gonna get tougher and tougher.. not just for me.. not just for my fellow course mates.. but also for the ppl above us.. in fact, more for them.. thx to ppl above them.. haiz..

this brings me to where i'm troubled.. should i just do my part and leave the others to their own part? or should i help out, so that everything goes well.. if i dun help, they may get the punishment they deserve, but it will affect the ppl directly above us.. and they dun deserve the wrath of it.. but if help, though everything will go better, i may just suffocate.. haiz..

Fucked up luck.. Fucked up work.. Fucked up ppl..

Got 5 extras.. that i wont had gotta if everyone was ard for me to do my work.. had i not took that break, i wouldn't have got it.. 5 extras is 5 weekends gone.. dun tell me tings abt mine is only 5 and other ppl has 12.. i dun fucking care even if someone goes into DB for 12 years..

Just when i tot that's the end of the rubbish, my work cannot be completed daily cause of missing ppl here and there.. and just when i tot i could complete it by booking out later, shit has to happen that make it drag longer.. what is this man.. it's just someting pretty straight forward.. y does it have to drag so long.. y do ppl have do make me waste days of my life just to save 15 to 20mins of their life.. or even just 5 seconds to tell me what's going on.. fucked up crap..

as if 5 extras and tons of paperwork is not enuff.. ppl have to tink only abt themselves.. their fun.. their nap.. their watever and leave me to clean up the crap.. and ask me to do their work.. do u ppl really think only u r tired? y do u have to ask me to help u this and that and let me find u slping in bunk or tagging along somebody to see what he do or even worse playing?! i've been working non-stop the whole of this wk, having 20mins lunch break and back to work, running ard just to save that few mins, working late, having dinner late or even nv eat.. just to get my work done and yet this has to happen.. can u imagine how it feels to have work stack up over days, having to do ur work cause u dun seem to care and yet i find u doing those things? i got my own responsibilities too, alright?!

I know u dun realise it at times.. but wtf man.. show more care in ur responsibilities.. dun expect ppl ard to remind u or worse, do it for u..

fucked up crap...

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that was what i was feeling on thurs and fri.. haiz.. y liddat... haiz...

Just when i'm on my goal to quit gaming, have a better slp pattern, have a more meaningful life by learning things of interest and so-on.. this has to happen to take away my time and more imptly my mood.. it even made me did sth i tot i wont have done again when i was sec4.. i can only say.. i'm really sick and tired of it.. although this has not started long, having so much of it at 1 go really just makes it depressing..

i dunno what to say liao.. complicated.. almost everything just went wrg this wk for me.. i like u as friend.. but when it comes to having u as colleague.. u make me feel u dun care at all.

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Dont wanna tok abt this anymore. i just hope for the better.

trip back to camp

i'm v high now sia.. whole of last nite nv slp until.. haha.. found a good site that provides me with the guitar tabs i've been looking for ages.. haha.. played guitar.. no.. practised guitar the whole nite sia.. then just when i was abt to go and slp.. my phone rang...

"hello, John ar? jin rui here.. xxx....xxxx..come back camp asap...xxx.."

dun really rem what he said.. i was half aslp ma.. but i managed to wake up to go back camp.. despite slping for bt 20mins?? lol..

got back camp only to find out.. urine test.. haa~~... woke me up to go urine.. xD haha..

then today vomited.. xD got drinking, nv vomit.. today drink teh peng, drink until vomit.. xD lol..

dunno y.. should be feeling tired and nauseous now.. but feel okay lor.. haha.. just a bit naseous ba.. =x

was toking to a friend on way home.. then suddenly tot of a few things that i should do.. decided i should do ba..

that's to make my life even more worthwhile.. thinking abt my life, compared to others.. i've wasted pretty much chances and stuff..

because of gaming.. my results was not as gd as i could actually do.. not gonna do it again in uni.. hope i can be determined this time.. so.. i've decided to stop being a "hardcore" gamer.. dun everytime nothing do, play game... now must tink abt more enriching tings.. like studying.. tok with friends.. playing guitar.. haha..

k la.. i'm going practise guitar liao.. haha...

Whee

wah.. damn shuang.. been looking for Guitar sheet/tabs/ blablabla online for v long.. finally found sth.. shiok.. found the guitar tab and couldn't help it but start practising it despite the time..

Music Video:YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL (STRIPPED) (by James Blunt)

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i found guitar tabs for this.. still checking out the site for more nice songs.. =D