Guess what.. Life can get worse..

losing my freedom.. bad enough.. in a very blue mood when i booked in.. just wanna get over with it.. but somehow.. things didn't go the way i planned..

yes.. like what mz said.. i was made the platoon ic.. ZZZzzzz... no way i can 'just get over and done' with it.. with certain amount of responsiblities.. with eyes on you.. there's just no way u can stay blue.. u got to be on alert...

So.. Life can get worse.. haiz..

But.. let's look at it from another view.. haha..

FOR PPL WHO CANT STAND LAMENESS, PLS SKIP THE FOLLOWING PORTION AND GO STRAIGHT TO READ THE END.


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if i wasn't made the ic.. i'll remain in a blue mood.. everyday will feel long.. but being made the ic.. slowly.. it starts to grow on u.. gives u more confidence to speak up.. makes u more enthu.. makes ur mood turn from BLUE to er... some other bright colour.. xD

in other words.. life actually got better.. in fact if u think abt it.. being a toilet ic/cleaner would be worse than being a platoon ic.. being a corridor cleaner would be worse than being a platoon ic.. being a.. err.. meal ic would be worse than being a platoon ic.. And being a platoon ic, u even get to know a lot more ppl better.. [why those are worse.. ppl in my platoon.. u ought to know.. others.. ask me if u want to know.. but.. y bother.. just go be platoon ic.. confirm better.. =x]

man.. i sound like i'm promoting the Platoon IC post.. but my point is.. somehow.. when i felt that.. everything is just screwed.. and something is done to make it even more screwed.. it actually turn out to be sth good.. sth to drag me out from that dark dark place which i wan to hide into.. to keep me from ignoring everything.. keep me from becoming suicidal.. from.. geng-ing [actually.. i dun like genging.. but well.. want to be lame.. got to go all the way.. make until everyone go -_- , -.- , =.= or =_=.. with or without the " by the side also can.. like so.. =_=".. ]


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okok.. enuff cold air liao..

Just wanna thx Lord for bringing me out of this real bad mood i had.. sometimes things, like becoming platoon ic, may seem bad.. and u may start asking Lord y is he torturing u.. but Lord has his own plans for u.. which will do wonders.. so dun ask such things.. but have faith that the Lord has planned for you a good life.. Lead each day happily.. dun be trouble.. everything has two sides to it.. ;p