I really dunno what to do..

i'm really drunk now.. drunk cause i made myself so.. cause i'm in a really bad mood..

dunno what to do abt the gal i like.. dunno what to do.. couldn't do anything anyway..

dunno what i done wrg.. i've done what i could.. but i guess everything just turned out wrg.. which made me lost a bro.. i really dunno..

life just sux for me now.. everything ain't going well.. no matter what i do.. it just goes wrg..

and there are also things that i cant do to make a difference.. y does things have to turn out like this..

had i knew things will turn out like this, i would have chose to hide from everything.. at least things wont feel that bad.. at least i will only regret not going through with it.. and dun have to suffer the reason..

sometimes it really makes me confused.. whether to go ahead with my guts and heart so that i'll have no regrets or to follow my mind so that i dun have to suffer the consequences..

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!

How's life going..

Sispec has been quite long ago.. i'm already over with my Basic ADSS (GUNS) OPS Course, a Sgt-to-be..

Actually, i'm alrdy a sgt.. just need to be done with some paperwork and a maintainence course which is abt [i heard] 10wks?..

dunno la.. just do what i need to do.. when it comes, it will come..

My course mates are all pretty cool.. take cares of one another..

As for outside army life.. here are of my life's update.. =q

I'm kinda became a frequent clubber now.. be it with kh or course.. used to only go out for a drink once in a while.. but now, the drinking happens more of in the club.. so if got go club, especially with event, feel free to jio me lor.. other than that.. my life has been quite the same.. play com.. meet up with friends to chill.. less physical meeting like bball though.. cause in camp alrdy quite shagged.. but now onwards may have again.. after all, tough times[the course] is over.. should have more energy to go play in the wkends now..

Character wise, i guess i'm still pretty much the same.. no worries.. haha.. i still crap.. still do stupid things once in a while.. but one thing for sure is.. i've learnt time management better.. learnt how to talk to ppl better.. but of course.. i've learnt quite some lingo i nv did use before my army life.. But like i said, i'm still me.. =D

So now life pretty.. err.. i would say smooth-sailing? nothing much happening that i can tell u all lor.. till then.. Let's all stay happy.. jio me out for anything! If i can make it, i'll go!

CHEERS~!