1 wk outfield.. decided that changes in my life are to be made..

been outfield for 1 wk.. quite a lot of things happened.. more things to learn mainly.. got to know the peers i'll be working with.. some of them were pretty cool.. and seems ez to click.. since they play WoW and Magic the Gathering too.. wahaha..

in the wk.. we encountered a number of wild boar atks.. lost food.. 2 meal bags got spoilt.. and our comfort had to be compromised for our safety... everyone squeeze to slp on the tonners.. hot and stuffy and squeezy.. but nvm.. survived it..

during the exercise.. the nites were mostly ours.. with the good scenery from the peak, stars up in the sky.. i found myself daydreaming alot.. but it was the daydreaming that made me realized some things will probably nv ever happen.. maybe i shouldn't be stubborn and just move on..

Also, for those who dunno i gamble.. i decided that i'll stop it.. ever if i do, it will be for leisure, with control.. cause of 2 reasons..

1) i lost pretty much, more than i could afford, within the wk to realized how out of control i was.. i was addicted.. got to stop before it gets worse..

2) cant rem how.. starting toking abt becoming rich with dunno my sir or sgt.. forgot..

the way is not to tink u are poor and u got to use all u have to survive.. u will only end up using all u have.. n become poor even if u are rich..

instead, tink u are not poor and if u save, u can save to large amount to buy what u want.. things for luxury.. and u will be 'rich' even if u are actually poor..

so.. i'll wont use all i have, extra to bet, to play all day.. or ever worse, use wat i dun have.. no more of those.. i'll save..