Saturday, December 16, 2006

Fucked up luck.. Fucked up work.. Fucked up ppl..

Got 5 extras.. that i wont had gotta if everyone was ard for me to do my work.. had i not took that break, i wouldn't have got it.. 5 extras is 5 weekends gone.. dun tell me tings abt mine is only 5 and other ppl has 12.. i dun fucking care even if someone goes into DB for 12 years..

Just when i tot that's the end of the rubbish, my work cannot be completed daily cause of missing ppl here and there.. and just when i tot i could complete it by booking out later, shit has to happen that make it drag longer.. what is this man.. it's just someting pretty straight forward.. y does it have to drag so long.. y do ppl have do make me waste days of my life just to save 15 to 20mins of their life.. or even just 5 seconds to tell me what's going on.. fucked up crap..

as if 5 extras and tons of paperwork is not enuff.. ppl have to tink only abt themselves.. their fun.. their nap.. their watever and leave me to clean up the crap.. and ask me to do their work.. do u ppl really think only u r tired? y do u have to ask me to help u this and that and let me find u slping in bunk or tagging along somebody to see what he do or even worse playing?! i've been working non-stop the whole of this wk, having 20mins lunch break and back to work, running ard just to save that few mins, working late, having dinner late or even nv eat.. just to get my work done and yet this has to happen.. can u imagine how it feels to have work stack up over days, having to do ur work cause u dun seem to care and yet i find u doing those things? i got my own responsibilities too, alright?!

I know u dun realise it at times.. but wtf man.. show more care in ur responsibilities.. dun expect ppl ard to remind u or worse, do it for u..

fucked up crap...

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that was what i was feeling on thurs and fri.. haiz.. y liddat... haiz...

Just when i'm on my goal to quit gaming, have a better slp pattern, have a more meaningful life by learning things of interest and so-on.. this has to happen to take away my time and more imptly my mood.. it even made me did sth i tot i wont have done again when i was sec4.. i can only say.. i'm really sick and tired of it.. although this has not started long, having so much of it at 1 go really just makes it depressing..

i dunno what to say liao.. complicated.. almost everything just went wrg this wk for me.. i like u as friend.. but when it comes to having u as colleague.. u make me feel u dun care at all.

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Dont wanna tok abt this anymore. i just hope for the better.

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