Lots of stuff going through my mind....

Felt like a lot of things happened recently in my life.. though i cant really count many.. it really suffocates me when i think abt it too much..

Some debts of my dad had led to the sale of our family car.. and now maybe even our home.. may have to move house liao.. zzz..

Took over the equipments frm my senior.. lots of paper work flooding me..

Lots of politics in camp is coming to my knowledge and it's real tough to handle.. Operators not wanting to do certain work because the others are not doing.. always comparing who do more and less.. Course mates and seniors playing taichi.. Lots of opinion abt ppl told to me and i dunno who should i believe.. then my laoda.. tell us to have more inituitive.. but scold us big time when our inituitive led us the wrg way..

Then the course i need to teach is coming soon.. everyone are giving opinions abt how to teach.. say until so easy.. say must be tough on them to gain command and control.. kns.. tink being tough on ppl very fun meh? tink being tough on them always works meh? haiz.. but at least there r still some who believes in teaching them properly and not to f them upside down.. but still.. it's gonna be hard.. argh..

probs that can say out loud, probs that has to be kept a secret.. probs that cant be solved.. haiz..