Troubled

ytd tio recall.. from morn till nite then book out.. since i didn't have to do much, it was still okay lor.. just that i sian that i had to miss meeting up a few friends..

during the recall, we learnt of more things abt what's going on.. the 'arrows' and 'aimings' that's happening and also the movement of many ppl on our side.. makes all of us realise that the work is just gonna get tougher and tougher.. not just for me.. not just for my fellow course mates.. but also for the ppl above us.. in fact, more for them.. thx to ppl above them.. haiz..

this brings me to where i'm troubled.. should i just do my part and leave the others to their own part? or should i help out, so that everything goes well.. if i dun help, they may get the punishment they deserve, but it will affect the ppl directly above us.. and they dun deserve the wrath of it.. but if help, though everything will go better, i may just suffocate.. haiz..