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Spidey!!

2007-05-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

19 May
11am
Lot 1
Lunch + Movie..

will be spamming smses when i have the time..
[typing is faster than using sms on my hp..]

PSP

2007-05-06T20:59:00.000+08:00

been w8ing for a gd time to buy a psp.. and now that i bought it with the money i saved, i'm once again broke.. >.< lol..
though broke, i'm glad i bought it..

$350 for
standard pack
2GB memory stick
1 UMD game
downgraded [which means can play DL games]
crystal case

aiya.. broke liao = need to save again.. =x
feels like a spendthrift at times sia.. >.< but sometimes.. after having a hard time saving, got to reward myself ma.. haha..

Jan till now.. xD

2007-04-30T13:13:00.000+08:00

almost 4 mths since the last post.. lol..

cant help it la hor.. net down.. in camp busy.. now in camp got a bit of time so got down to type a bit.. to update u guys abt me.

March : Exercise marathon.. 5 exercises in 4 weeks.. nothing much to tok abt other than sick of it.. haha..

April : teach finish course liao.. now back to SQN life.. forgot alot.. need relearn.. think go Uni gonna jialat like this too.. Just got back from a long exercise lor..

this period of time, i also went wakeboarding at batam.. played a new game to me called battlefield II.. quite addictive sia.. wakeboarding was like.. woot.. been playing some old 3Kingdoms chinese games.. net spoilt ma..

saving plans are failing due to home problems.. sian.. even plans to learn driving confirm need to postponed till 20XX... xD

wanna watch spidey soon.. anyone? ;p

feeling like i'm too tangled in SQN work sia.. like almost no life liao.. need more fun... more wakeboarding.. anyone interested, tell me lor.. haha.. we can go tgt.. abt $80 for wakeboarding, boat fee to batam and lunch.. can play whole day.. june i most prob going again.. keke...

till then.. need to find some spices sia..

This week in camp..

2007-01-07T01:09:00.000+08:00

Signed the book liao.. expect me to be missing the whole of feb or mar.. xD

this week in camp.. made quite a number of mistakes here and there.. was worried that will tio again.. in fact, some of them have been proven in past records that ppl signed.. was tinking if i shld admit/say out anot..

decided to say lor.. in the end, was told to remember to do certain things, was taught how to do others properly.. nv tio! wow.. shuang.. made me realized.. hey! actually facing one's mistakes is a lot better than trying to hide from it..

though this is sth i knew long ago, it has been shown in MY life many times this week.. which made me feel glad that it really works!

however, that doesn't mean i plan to continue making mistake and admit and make and admit.. xD of course i dun wan things to go wrg!

Lesson Learnt : Hiding will not help.. Admit ur mistake and dun repeat will make life better!

then on the ride back home from camp.. got 2 person toking.. they sounded like they knew the computer v well and tok like they are experts in it.. in the end, even a novice like me know they are wrg.. xD made me feel that they look v stupid.. then i tot.. if i tried to sound like i know sth well, will i look like them?? =x i believe so...

Lesson Learnt : If dunno, say dunno.. dun act smart, u will only look stupid.

this week.. everything else went pretty smoothly.. though a lot of late nights due to training, it's worth it.. hopefully.. ;x lol..

Dec towards 2007!

2007-01-07T00:44:00.000+08:00

last two weeks was Fun! lol.. Xmas partying, New Year celebration Chalet.. but what really made it fun wasn't the festive season.. in fact, the new year feel like every other day to me.. what made it great was the company i had..

feels real gd that despite 1 whole year have past since we graduated, we are all still very much bonded tgt.. Shin, though we cant stay a class forever.. physically.. we r still very much a class like we were before.. mentally.. ;)

As a New Year comes, Resolutions should be made! okok.. it is true that resolutions that can be made anytime and does not have to w8 till the arrival of the new year to be made.. but! every new year that comes is a reminder to all of us.

-1 more year of your life has passed.. have u gained anything new that worthy? have u done anything u wanted to do since long long ago? if u haven't, it's time to get to it!-

so.. in the year of 2006.. it seemed to have passed very fast for me.. weekday shagged, week ends slacked.. repeat repeat repeat.. yawn~~ i believe 2007 will be sth like that too.. since i'm still serving NS..

but still, i hope to be able to find the minimum spare time i have to be used to its maximum!

1) Been wanting to learn how to play guitar WELL since sec 3.. got to learn a bit from oct'06.. Target in '07, to learn more techniques and chords and refine them..

2) To slowly adjust my diet to norm. not every meal 2 person share, but 1 person share..

3) To save up as much $$ i can.. if possible, i wanna go oversea after i ORD.. late '07 or early '08..

4) To learn abt wat i will be studying in uni.. EE.. some may tink it's still early.. but i'm just planning to find out wat the course will be abt.. read abit of it.. if not for me, still got time to change.. if not, i may end up like what happened to my accounting lessons.. learn halfway, say byebye.. xD

for now.. i tink that's it ba.. hope i can find time and determination to do them lor..

Troubled

2006-12-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

ytd tio recall.. from morn till nite then book out.. since i didn't have to do much, it was still okay lor.. just that i sian that i had to miss meeting up a few friends..

during the recall, we learnt of more things abt what's going on.. the 'arrows' and 'aimings' that's happening and also the movement of many ppl on our side.. makes all of us realise that the work is just gonna get tougher and tougher.. not just for me.. not just for my fellow course mates.. but also for the ppl above us.. in fact, more for them.. thx to ppl above them.. haiz..

this brings me to where i'm troubled.. should i just do my part and leave the others to their own part? or should i help out, so that everything goes well.. if i dun help, they may get the punishment they deserve, but it will affect the ppl directly above us.. and they dun deserve the wrath of it.. but if help, though everything will go better, i may just suffocate.. haiz..

Fucked up luck.. Fucked up work.. Fucked up ppl..

2006-12-16T04:33:00.000+08:00

Got 5 extras.. that i wont had gotta if everyone was ard for me to do my work.. had i not took that break, i wouldn't have got it.. 5 extras is 5 weekends gone.. dun tell me tings abt mine is only 5 and other ppl has 12.. i dun fucking care even if someone goes into DB for 12 years..

Just when i tot that's the end of the rubbish, my work cannot be completed daily cause of missing ppl here and there.. and just when i tot i could complete it by booking out later, shit has to happen that make it drag longer.. what is this man.. it's just someting pretty straight forward.. y does it have to drag so long.. y do ppl have do make me waste days of my life just to save 15 to 20mins of their life.. or even just 5 seconds to tell me what's going on.. fucked up crap..

as if 5 extras and tons of paperwork is not enuff.. ppl have to tink only abt themselves.. their fun.. their nap.. their watever and leave me to clean up the crap.. and ask me to do their work.. do u ppl really think only u r tired? y do u have to ask me to help u this and that and let me find u slping in bunk or tagging along somebody to see what he do or even worse playing?! i've been working non-stop the whole of this wk, having 20mins lunch break and back to work, running ard just to save that few mins, working late, having dinner late or even nv eat.. just to get my work done and yet this has to happen.. can u imagine how it feels to have work stack up over days, having to do ur work cause u dun seem to care and yet i find u doing those things? i got my own responsibilities too, alright?!

I know u dun realise it at times.. but wtf man.. show more care in ur responsibilities.. dun expect ppl ard to remind u or worse, do it for u..

fucked up crap...

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that was what i was feeling on thurs and fri.. haiz.. y liddat... haiz...

Just when i'm on my goal to quit gaming, have a better slp pattern, have a more meaningful life by learning things of interest and so-on.. this has to happen to take away my time and more imptly my mood.. it even made me did sth i tot i wont have done again when i was sec4.. i can only say.. i'm really sick and tired of it.. although this has not started long, having so much of it at 1 go really just makes it depressing..

i dunno what to say liao.. complicated.. almost everything just went wrg this wk for me.. i like u as friend.. but when it comes to having u as colleague.. u make me feel u dun care at all.

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Dont wanna tok abt this anymore. i just hope for the better.

trip back to camp

2006-12-11T13:59:00.000+08:00

i'm v high now sia.. whole of last nite nv slp until.. haha.. found a good site that provides me with the guitar tabs i've been looking for ages.. haha.. played guitar.. no.. practised guitar the whole nite sia.. then just when i was abt to go and slp.. my phone rang...

"hello, John ar? jin rui here.. xxx....xxxx..come back camp asap...xxx.."

dun really rem what he said.. i was half aslp ma.. but i managed to wake up to go back camp.. despite slping for bt 20mins?? lol..

got back camp only to find out.. urine test.. haa~~... woke me up to go urine.. xD haha..

then today vomited.. xD got drinking, nv vomit.. today drink teh peng, drink until vomit.. xD lol..

dunno y.. should be feeling tired and nauseous now.. but feel okay lor.. haha.. just a bit naseous ba.. =x

was toking to a friend on way home.. then suddenly tot of a few things that i should do.. decided i should do ba..

that's to make my life even more worthwhile.. thinking abt my life, compared to others.. i've wasted pretty much chances and stuff..

because of gaming.. my results was not as gd as i could actually do.. not gonna do it again in uni.. hope i can be determined this time.. so.. i've decided to stop being a "hardcore" gamer.. dun everytime nothing do, play game... now must tink abt more enriching tings.. like studying.. tok with friends.. playing guitar.. haha..

k la.. i'm going practise guitar liao.. haha...

Whee

2006-12-11T03:29:00.000+08:00

wah.. damn shuang.. been looking for Guitar sheet/tabs/ blablabla online for v long.. finally found sth.. shiok.. found the guitar tab and couldn't help it but start practising it despite the time..

Music Video:YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL (STRIPPED) (by James Blunt)

Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

i found guitar tabs for this.. still checking out the site for more nice songs.. =D

Milkshake

2006-12-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

was at the milkshake at Mos ytd.. no.. wrg.. wanted to go.. but couldn't get in... got in only after 1+am.. =x lol..

anyway, ytd was pretty fun.. those who missed it.. too bad.. lol.. actually.. next time.. i tink no free entry event then i go.. haha.. the queue was like.. wa.... long until liang court almost mac there sia.. zzz...

nvm.. so.. we went to Nos to warm up first.. got me, fei[long time no see, still the same one... good.. haha..], kenny, shin, kh..

then.. bt 1+ go Mos.. saw a few camp mates here and there.. met up with lifeng they all.. met jasmine, jhon.. so.. despite the long queue which disappointed me, i pretty much had a fun nite lor.. haha..

so.. next time got event, not free de.. ask me hor.. haha.. =x
no event or free also can ask me.. xD haha..

Lousy wk?

2006-12-07T15:06:00.000+08:00

This wk hasn't been so gd.. many pop-ups... almost nothing i do folos the nicely plan time-table given to us.. sianz... feels like i've complained more in one day than the whole of last wk.. xD

so.. i'm not gonna tok abt it.. complain too much not gd.. sumore so far, every senior in camp has been telling our batch how lucky we are alrdy.. [but are we really lucky? or izzit that they are more unlucky?? xD ]

i'm gonna tok abt the rest of the wk that can be used to make up for the lousy wkstart.. i'm having leave+wkends+off from thursday, which is today, to monday... anyone wanna jio me go out, plz jio me.. lol.. i sat nite going Mos's Milkshake... feel free to join me.. other than that, i got no other plans.. just slack as of now.. xD haha..

anyway, my da jie just got back frm bangkok and bought me a pair of shoes.. black white.. then i also bought a pair of shoes when i went malaysia on the 08/11.. brown white.. so now.. which should i wear?? xD lol..

Pictures

2006-12-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Was sorting out my folder and found this pic of me.. that's how i look at an exercise (meal time).. =D

Lots of stuff going through my mind....

2006-12-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

Felt like a lot of things happened recently in my life.. though i cant really count many.. it really suffocates me when i think abt it too much..

Some debts of my dad had led to the sale of our family car.. and now maybe even our home.. may have to move house liao.. zzz..

Took over the equipments frm my senior.. lots of paper work flooding me..

Lots of politics in camp is coming to my knowledge and it's real tough to handle.. Operators not wanting to do certain work because the others are not doing.. always comparing who do more and less.. Course mates and seniors playing taichi.. Lots of opinion abt ppl told to me and i dunno who should i believe.. then my laoda.. tell us to have more inituitive.. but scold us big time when our inituitive led us the wrg way..

Then the course i need to teach is coming soon.. everyone are giving opinions abt how to teach.. say until so easy.. say must be tough on them to gain command and control.. kns.. tink being tough on ppl very fun meh? tink being tough on them always works meh? haiz.. but at least there r still some who believes in teaching them properly and not to f them upside down.. but still.. it's gonna be hard.. argh..

probs that can say out loud, probs that has to be kept a secret.. probs that cant be solved.. haiz..

1 wk outfield.. decided that changes in my life are to be made..

2006-09-23T16:41:00.000+08:00

been outfield for 1 wk.. quite a lot of things happened.. more things to learn mainly.. got to know the peers i'll be working with.. some of them were pretty cool.. and seems ez to click.. since they play WoW and Magic the Gathering too.. wahaha..

in the wk.. we encountered a number of wild boar atks.. lost food.. 2 meal bags got spoilt.. and our comfort had to be compromised for our safety... everyone squeeze to slp on the tonners.. hot and stuffy and squeezy.. but nvm.. survived it..

during the exercise.. the nites were mostly ours.. with the good scenery from the peak, stars up in the sky.. i found myself daydreaming alot.. but it was the daydreaming that made me realized some things will probably nv ever happen.. maybe i shouldn't be stubborn and just move on..

Also, for those who dunno i gamble.. i decided that i'll stop it.. ever if i do, it will be for leisure, with control.. cause of 2 reasons..

1) i lost pretty much, more than i could afford, within the wk to realized how out of control i was.. i was addicted.. got to stop before it gets worse..

2) cant rem how.. starting toking abt becoming rich with dunno my sir or sgt.. forgot..

the way is not to tink u are poor and u got to use all u have to survive.. u will only end up using all u have.. n become poor even if u are rich..

instead, tink u are not poor and if u save, u can save to large amount to buy what u want.. things for luxury.. and u will be 'rich' even if u are actually poor..

so.. i'll wont use all i have, extra to bet, to play all day.. or ever worse, use wat i dun have.. no more of those.. i'll save..

I really dunno what to do..

2006-08-26T07:11:00.000+08:00

i'm really drunk now.. drunk cause i made myself so.. cause i'm in a really bad mood..

dunno what to do abt the gal i like.. dunno what to do.. couldn't do anything anyway..

dunno what i done wrg.. i've done what i could.. but i guess everything just turned out wrg.. which made me lost a bro.. i really dunno..

life just sux for me now.. everything ain't going well.. no matter what i do.. it just goes wrg..

and there are also things that i cant do to make a difference.. y does things have to turn out like this..

had i knew things will turn out like this, i would have chose to hide from everything.. at least things wont feel that bad.. at least i will only regret not going through with it.. and dun have to suffer the reason..

sometimes it really makes me confused.. whether to go ahead with my guts and heart so that i'll have no regrets or to follow my mind so that i dun have to suffer the consequences..

AHHHHHHH!!!!!!

How's life going..

2006-08-22T20:48:00.000+08:00

Sispec has been quite long ago.. i'm already over with my Basic ADSS (GUNS) OPS Course, a Sgt-to-be..

Actually, i'm alrdy a sgt.. just need to be done with some paperwork and a maintainence course which is abt [i heard] 10wks?..

dunno la.. just do what i need to do.. when it comes, it will come..

My course mates are all pretty cool.. take cares of one another..

As for outside army life.. here are of my life's update.. =q

I'm kinda became a frequent clubber now.. be it with kh or course.. used to only go out for a drink once in a while.. but now, the drinking happens more of in the club.. so if got go club, especially with event, feel free to jio me lor.. other than that.. my life has been quite the same.. play com.. meet up with friends to chill.. less physical meeting like bball though.. cause in camp alrdy quite shagged.. but now onwards may have again.. after all, tough times[the course] is over.. should have more energy to go play in the wkends now..

Character wise, i guess i'm still pretty much the same.. no worries.. haha.. i still crap.. still do stupid things once in a while.. but one thing for sure is.. i've learnt time management better.. learnt how to talk to ppl better.. but of course.. i've learnt quite some lingo i nv did use before my army life.. But like i said, i'm still me.. =D

So now life pretty.. err.. i would say smooth-sailing? nothing much happening that i can tell u all lor.. till then.. Let's all stay happy.. jio me out for anything! If i can make it, i'll go!

CHEERS~!

Posted

2006-03-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm.. chalet just over today.. was quite fun lor.. though i was sleeping almost half the time.. =x

Most of u should have known by now that i'm posted to Sispec.. quite what i expected and wanted lor.. of course if can, i rather dun have NS at all.. but since no choice.. can only make the best out of what i have..

OCS.. 9mth training.. ZZzzz... sumore +2mth to NS life.. no thx.. besides.. being a sir not really what i picture myself..

Sispec.. 5mths training.. no add-on.. can mingle more with recruits.. less paperwork.. more like what i want.. haha..

so anyway.. 20th march will be day 1 of my sispec life.. whether i'll manage to survive it and become a sergeant, only Lord knows.. Let's pray that i make it through happily and get to where i wanna go..

Broke now.. nth much i will be able to do for the next 2 book-outs.. but still.. if anything.. just call me lor.. i may be able to make adjustments to join u all..

hmm.. As usual.. Pray life gets better..

To all u guys out there.. Try to look on the Bright side of life.. NS is sth that's planned to be in your life.. make the best out of it.. happy or not.. u cant really escape it..

To all the girls out there.. admin work is seriously better.. sian it may be.. u can job-hop.. but we cant.. so.. suggest u find an admin job/any job that u can go to work daily without feeling u are actually going to work.. but feel like u are going to enjoy a day doing sth with ur friends[colleague]..

Enjoy ur life..

Maybe i should just get myself confined.. or sleep my life away..

2006-03-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

Somehow my feelings when i'm outside has changed.. used to really enjoy being out of camp to slack.. but now.. i just hope i get to stay in that routine life in there.. though there is no freedom.. cause i won't have to see some things.. to think so much..

To return home to see how messed up the whole hse is.. to see how childish some of my siblings are.. it really makes me dun feel like going home..

To have to think now what? for like very long.. with different ppl having different suggestions.. cant really agree.. tiring.. Life in Camp.. lunch and dinner just go CookHse.. dun need think.. so easy..

And to make things worse, my results did not met the expectation of my mum.. it's like.. though i kinda expected the result to be like this and i'm ok with it.. i just feel guilty that i didn't work hard enuff to meet my mum's expectation..

No doubt.. when i'm in there, the trainings and stand-by-areas makes me look forward to booking out very very much.. but now.. each time i book out.. i dun seem to feel the joy i was anticipating when i'm in there..

At first i tot what my pc said was weird.. "Aiya.. Got girl won't sian liao.." .. I was like thinking.. WHAT?! got girl and can't see her, shouldn't it be worse??!! but now i realize.. no girl is more sian.. cause there won't be much ppl u'll look forward to seeing when u book out..

maybe that's y i dun enjoy booking out like i used to..

Booking Out.. Booking In

2006-02-26T01:56:00.000+08:00

As time passes.. i realized i've slowly adapted to the army life.. dun really find booking in very annoying.. dun hate booking in as much as before..

but as for booking out.. i start to look fwd to it more and more.. start to understand what our commanders told us.. 2 hrs difference of booking out timing means a lot.. indeed, it means a lot..

been thinking a lot again recently.. especially since last book in.. i feel that there's still a lot i wish to seek.. which some i dunno what they are.. and some i cant seem to ever achieve.. somehow, sth will go wrg..

Maybe it's cause i've got too high expectations or it just a plain fact that i'm a headless fly.. thinking abt things that i dun even need to think abt.. actually i also dunno what i'm saying already.. the feeling is just like sth feels wrg.. makes me want to think a lot.. to keep to myself to think.. to think what has gone wrg.. but somehow, i could nv find answers.. cause i dun ever know what i felt is wrg.. so it's somewhat very mind-tangling.. haiz..

Been 2 more weeks...

2006-02-18T23:29:00.000+08:00

some of u might have noticed been 14 days since i last booked out.. some of u might not cause u all r just busy with ur stuff.. but well.. just wanna say.. the last 14 days was tough.. but we [ with my rifle n my buddy and me~~.. no.. with my company.. which include shin.. haha..] got through it at last..

For generally what we did.. plz refer to shin's blog.. i lazy to type.. but here are some my highlights during my 14 days in there..

Before field camp : think nothing really amazing.. just live range which took up lots of time.. and lots of slacking.. lots and lots of rifle cleaning..

Field camp:
first day 8 km road march.. >.< tough.. but thinking abt 24km at the end of BMT.. it's ok.. first campsite.. 1 word.. no.. many many words.. super super super~~~ muddy.. stayed there for 2 days.. pity my sectionmate.. he had a mud river going right through his bar-sha [dunno how to spell it].. then third day, marched to 2nd campsite.. did more training.. then march to 3rd campsite for the nite.. nth much.. just that i started to have slight fever.. fourth day marched to some old building for tactical break.. quite shuang.. halfway through it liao.. =D

fifth day went back to 3rd campsite for more training.. nite was great!! got sth special.. those that know, gd for u.. those that dun and wan to know, ask me.. haha.. still slight fever.. xD actually.. i think some of the memorable things i had in field camp until the fifth day was slight fever for day 3,4 and 5 nite.. haha.. =x

anyway.. Day 6 came.. aka.. 14 feb.. aka.. Vday.. best day we had sia.. cannot go out with girl [for those who have], it's bad enough.. yet.. in the morning, tio tekan session.. some kanna leopard crawl through the pee area.. cause the commanders dunno the recruits pee there.. so can only suck thumb.. xD then.. for me.. during the march to the 4th campsite for trench digging, i tio heat cramp and almost fainted.. luckily i didn't.. and i got well soon.. haha.. then got to dig my own grave [].. not ez at all.. sumore had to do it in the dark.. with SBO attire on.. shag sia.. then from there.. everything quite smooth liao.. BIC was tiring but considered ez.. then when back in camp.. clean rifle like the whole day.. and stores.. then thurs was supposed to be tough but became slack.. fri throw live grenade.. like nth one.. feels like waste time.. haha.. sat tekan in the morning.. afternoon book out..

THIS WAS THE 14 DAYS.. and oh ya.. i got this red patch in my left eye when i woke up on Day6 of field camp.. dunno what it is.. not affecting me.. so dun care lor.. xD

just glad i survived it with the blessing of the lord.. few more weeks to POP.. then got abt 1wk+ of block leave.. shiok.. hope to have a chalet.. 3D2N of fun and nth else.. no lights off timing, no fall in timing and stuff.. haha..

Guess what.. Life can get worse..

2006-02-05T01:38:00.000+08:00

losing my freedom.. bad enough.. in a very blue mood when i booked in.. just wanna get over with it.. but somehow.. things didn't go the way i planned..

yes.. like what mz said.. i was made the platoon ic.. ZZZzzzz... no way i can 'just get over and done' with it.. with certain amount of responsiblities.. with eyes on you.. there's just no way u can stay blue.. u got to be on alert...

So.. Life can get worse.. haiz..

But.. let's look at it from another view.. haha..

FOR PPL WHO CANT STAND LAMENESS, PLS SKIP THE FOLLOWING PORTION AND GO STRAIGHT TO READ THE END.

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if i wasn't made the ic.. i'll remain in a blue mood.. everyday will feel long.. but being made the ic.. slowly.. it starts to grow on u.. gives u more confidence to speak up.. makes u more enthu.. makes ur mood turn from BLUE to er... some other bright colour.. xD

in other words.. life actually got better.. in fact if u think abt it.. being a toilet ic/cleaner would be worse than being a platoon ic.. being a corridor cleaner would be worse than being a platoon ic.. being a.. err.. meal ic would be worse than being a platoon ic.. And being a platoon ic, u even get to know a lot more ppl better.. [why those are worse.. ppl in my platoon.. u ought to know.. others.. ask me if u want to know.. but.. y bother.. just go be platoon ic.. confirm better.. =x]

man.. i sound like i'm promoting the Platoon IC post.. but my point is.. somehow.. when i felt that.. everything is just screwed.. and something is done to make it even more screwed.. it actually turn out to be sth good.. sth to drag me out from that dark dark place which i wan to hide into.. to keep me from ignoring everything.. keep me from becoming suicidal.. from.. geng-ing [actually.. i dun like genging.. but well.. want to be lame.. got to go all the way.. make until everyone go -_- , -.- , =.= or =_=.. with or without the " by the side also can.. like so.. =_=".. ]

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okok.. enuff cold air liao..

Just wanna thx Lord for bringing me out of this real bad mood i had.. sometimes things, like becoming platoon ic, may seem bad.. and u may start asking Lord y is he torturing u.. but Lord has his own plans for u.. which will do wonders.. so dun ask such things.. but have faith that the Lord has planned for you a good life.. Lead each day happily.. dun be trouble.. everything has two sides to it.. ;p

Can life get worse than this?? i hope not..

2006-01-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

been thinking a lot again.. felt like a loser.. having a life with nothing much to look forward to and not a lot of thing to reminisce abt..

life's so empty.. maybe it's the freedom i miss.. tasting it again these few days made me miss it even more..

i dunno.. i just feel that there's still a lot i wanna do in life.. but i just feel that.. i'm not up to it.. that i no longer have the time for it..

man.. i'm feeling down.. i hate to admit it.. i always told myself it's all in the mind to decide if u're happy or sad regardless of what is happening and i always managed to make it cheerful.. but now.. i just wanna feel down.. to ignore everything..

Argh~

One of the worst CNY i had.. xD

2006-01-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

sian.. had been looking forward to booking out this CNY to have fun..

while in camp.. images of going to friend house bai nian.. hanging out with friends.. watching several movies in places like west mall.. orchard.. playing cards at friend's hse... having a Great Reunion Dinner..

man.. i was so looking forward to it that i was worried my parents will find me out of home too much..

but all my hopes crumbled in these few days...

1. Almost all my friends not free.. going relative's hse to bai nian.. make me cant meet up with them.. this was the worst reason that screwed my break..
2. my friend got in a fight..
3. i was home for the rest of the time..
4. i was so bored i actually played maple.. -.-

and what made it worse?!!

1. church was postponed to fri.. and i missed it..
2. i got sick.. a little.. slight headache.. sore throat.. cough..
3. the barbed wire wounds starts to irritate me.. itchy.. little pain..
4. jumping the low wall 10 times.. gave me 2 elbows with blue-black..

man.. sth's just wrg la.. just plain wrg..

pray that the next few days b4 book in will be good..

Army Life

2006-01-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. so far army life been getting better and better.. lots more pumping.. lots more pull-ups.. lots more everything..

some highlights of the last week so far:

100-200 push-ups a day
abt 10 pull-ups a day
more admin time
arcade.. computerised shooting..
movie.. white chicks..
lots of running from places to places..

!!GREATEST HIGHTLIGHT!!
today's activities b4 book-out

SOC [ Standard Obstacle Course ]
run 700m, do 11 obstacles and then run another 600m..

but we only did 200m in front and behind instead of 700m and 600m...
but that was bad enough.. with webby, helmet and rifle aka SBO attire, it's 6kg more.. plus restriction..

this made me injured for the 2nd time in BMTC so far..
1: i tried 10 times at the low wall to get over it.. think blood vessel burst or sth.. inner sides of elbows are red and painful..
2: the low wall gave me jelly legs.. 10 tries.. think abt it.. so when i was jumping over the barbed wires.. i tripped and fell into it.. got 2 holes in each hand and 3 'scars' on my back..

btw.. the 1st injury was stupid.. sent to clean canteen.. accidentally got quite a deep cut from a peeling corner of a table.. xD

err.. in both cases.. no medics was involved.. =x haha..

hmm.. realised it's not really a waste of time in there.. got to improve a lot abt myself..

Learnt that i should be more sensitive.. to compromise.. to endure to reach higher goals..
Improved my stamina.. strength.. obviously.. xD
Realised more about the Greatness of the Lord.. the way he changes ppl to make our life more enriching.. the way he sent rain to get trainings cancelled when i'm totally burned out.. in short, the ways he always answered my prayers..

Life could had been worse in there..

Missed going to church.. tml can go liao.. YiPee!!! =p

Regarding my resolution on vulgarites.. it's just super hard with all the things going on in there.. but persever i must!! And another thing.. i've decided to quit sth else..

Gambling for the sake of gambling.. err.. sounds weird but what it means is that.. no more singapore pools for me.. the only time i will 'gamble' would be with a bunch of friend for the sake of fun.. reason being.. The Lord seems to disapprove gambling.. has to do with idolizing of money? not sure.. but quitting is for sure.. to make my Father happy.. cause he happy, i happy.. =p

i think that's abt all le ba..

To Everyone : Happy Chinese New Year..
To Recruits : Enjoy your break.. 4 more days to book-in.. but remember.. it's 8 more days to book-out!

First Official BOOK-OUT

2006-01-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

Today is supposed to be my first book-out if there wasn't haji..

so far.. life's quite good.. everyone's quite nice.. just that training can get tough.. can kanna very badly at times..

so far.. got my part of one of my tooth chipped off.. not obvious.. nvm..

then.. life's gonna get worse from here on..

wish me good luck.. pray for me.. tyty.. ;)

* Look Forward To Chinese New Year Break*

PS: Kh.. stop asking.. i'll nv tell u.. unless i'm offering to tell u.. xD

First time i actually enjoyed Haji... haha..

2006-01-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.. wasn't supposed to be able to blog so soon... but thx to Haji.. we got to book out for 1day so soon.. and not 2 weeks later..

hmm.. everything okok lor.. so far my only problem in there is my own fitness.. everyone's good.. sergeants.. sergeant major.. pc... all gd... then.. meals... just nice for me... lots of water... everything ok la..

our days are also made longer in there.. quite amazing... maybe cause tekong got a different time.. a slower one.. 1 day in tekong feels like abt 5 days.. ya.. gd or bad.. u think lor.. haha..

anyway.. ok la... although i dun see anyone i know inside besides mz, song and shin.. it's gd enuff to know shin is in the same company.. and mz and song is just a few steps away.. cause we 4 all same block.. haha..

k la.. gotta go out liao.. till 21st jan ba.. that's the next book out..

bb

Last Post.. b4 NS..

2006-01-06T02:27:00.000+08:00

As most of u would have known.. today i going NS le.. this gonna be my last post till who knows when... going for NS... not excited or anything.. just sian..

though many told me.. in NS liao, still can have a life.. but somehow, i managed to convice myself otherwise.. that in NS.. having only 1 to 2 days free in a week.. it's as good as being seperated from the rest of the world.. okok... from the rest of my friends, family and ...

but bo bian.. cant escape NS unless i got 75k.. which i dun.. and wont waste the money even if i had.. so got to accept going to NS.. try to make it enjoyable lor.. xD

so to ppl out there.. also going to NS.. take care and try to enjoy..

to ppl who are not.. take care too.. feel free to sms me anything.. i got a few mins every nite to sms and stuff.. only a few mins.. cause i no extra batt.. or maybe i should say.. sms me!! =x

lol.. i sound like i'm going off to another world or sth sia.. but that's kinda how i'm feeling actually.. =x dunno la.. just know i gonna miss having freedom.. miss going online daily to play... miss almost everything.. and miss u all..

*Just feeling sian*

Sian...

2006-01-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

sian .. tio tagged .. lol .. ok la .. since u tink i will haf response den i respond lo .. lol .. okok write wad .. 5 things abt me . 5 frends whom u wana tag . and additional 5 resoultion. lol .may not b so much see how .

5 things abt me : hmm . i am a guy . i am 18 . i play basketball . i am not the only child . i am not tanned. can? bwahaha .later tio k by aidi and kh .ok la

1. Sometimes i think too much.. i dun make sense even to myself.. i can tink until up to age 70 and i will start thinking what am i doing... how to make life worthy.. i think a lot on such things... then when i ask ppl their opinion, they will tink i am down.. but i am not.. i just wanna make my life more worthy... (if still dun get it, ask kh.. he can explain.. lol..)

2. i am a person with few friends... ppl i know mostly i dun call friends.. they're what i call acquaintance... reason being.. friends are ppl whom i dun only know as somebody.. like "hi-bye" or "oh.. he is the Pro.. i tok to him a few times b4... we're friends!!" i feel that it takes more than that to be considered friends..

3. i haf a good sense of humour.. cold humour.. more than introducing me as john, i am introduced as the Lame One.. cause almost all the jokes i say.. probably only 1 or 2 out of 50 is actually funny.. but ok la.. ppl will still laugh lor.. just tat it's at me, not at the jokes.. xD

4. I dun like to take advantage of others, so i won't let others take advantage of me either... err.. unless u're my friend.. not acquaintance ar... lol.. small disadvantage i dun mind la.. happiness is more impt ma.. Besides, it's actually God using me to show his Love and Care for u all.. ;)

5. i am a nice guy.. not no matter what ppl say.. but cause everyone is saying it.. xD haha.. aiya.. i always try to be the nicest i can.. haha.. but i can be harsh at time.. especially when ppl does things which are inconsiderate.. dunno y.. dun ask me.. it's natural.. auto will change to harsh mood from the goody mood where everyone can bully.. lol..

ok. 5 person i wud tag.
my da ge kh. xD

actually... i cant think of anyone else to tag.. >.< haha.. how?

i'll anyhow tag ba..
da ge kh
da jie zhihui
Big kid lele
Small kid yisin
err... hmmm... who else ar?? AHH!!!
My Brother Shin!!

lol.. sry ar.. cant think of anyone else to tag.. too bad.. blame kh ba.. xD

5 resoultion... hmm..

1. To Grow into a more faithful christian.. AND!! not ever backslide..

2. No more vulgarities? err.. not even in jokes.. there got to be a gd reason y so many ppl are telling me it's wrg..

3. No more lying.. unless it's polar bear/werewolf or any other games that requires lying.. To lead a trueful life where i got nth i am ashamed to admit.

4. Err.. To save more money and time.. learn not to spend too much, but not to the exert i'm stingy.. not to waste too much time on doing nth.. slacking ard.. lead a life worthwhile..

5. Err.. To do what i am created for.. feel free to ask me if u wanna know.. ;)

okok... DONE!! NO MORE PLZ!! Doing this happens to fall in my 4th resolution of wasting time.. xD haha...

A Day of Fun and Games!!!!!!! and more~~

2005-12-30T01:51:00.000+08:00

After sentosa trip on wed... i didn't really wanted to go... tired.. coughing sumore... slp less than 6 hours leh... but i still go lor.. and... It's A Good Thing I Went!!

though to starting kinda sucked... had to walked "399 metres" [it's actually abt 2km ba..] b4 we found them... super tired... oh... it's at Botanica Garden.. a pond there... we see the map and saw 3 ponds.. -.- nvm... call and ask... Eco-Pond... the farthest from where we are... zzzz.... lol..

then reached there... intro a bit... not like those kind that make u feel super uneasy... then... play games!!! played... Quiz... A game where we pass down the actions of a phrase and last person guess, i dunno what it is called... captain ball... passing thing using a satay stick in the mouth... water bomb... bombs... oh... AND Mafia! lol...

anyway... err... super fun la... like bend in as though we know them for very long liao... actually... got 1 la... kinda a long-lost friend... my pri 3 cls mate.. haha...

then from start very funny/lame liao lor... got 4 teams... each team is to decide a team name with bird... like penguin... sparrows... eagles... but sum how... the names were as below...

Carlsberg
Albert
*sth*
*sth*

i forgot.. lol.. but i rem spielberg almost became a team name... lol..

so... anyway... it was indeed a day of fun and games... and friendships.. and dirt.. xD haha... that was costed me a T-shirt.. xD

Long Long Day... Tired, but FUN~~~!!!! =D

2005-12-28T23:27:00.000+08:00

today went sentosa again... 3 times in like 2-3 wks? lol.. sunburned effect just started showing.. Skin just started peeling off.. but little only.. haha... not like song and zong.. xD

we did.. kayaking.. kayaking catching... kayak-standing... kayak chasing of Mz... all in 1 hour... lol.. err.. planned to suntan de.. bought suntan lotion... no... oil... =/ BUT! no sun.. -.- so the suntan oil we used kinda wasted... then we slacked for some time... mz suggested building sand castle.. ok... i tried.. i sucked... i thrashed mine and started digging a hole.. then another... then try to make a tunnel... shin helped... dean tried to fill the hole... i tried to filled his.. but in the end??!! Tunnel Constructed!! haha...

then sian a while again... then i expand the tunnel... become like bridge? then hmm... TRAP TIME!!! tried to filled both ends with sand.. so middle got a hollow spot... then we w8 and w8.. ppl walked by... step at the spot... and trip!!! wahahaha....

i hoped.. xD the "bridge" slowly collapsed as we filled the 2 holes... then we sian diao.. we toppled the whole thing ourselves.. lol..

then... frisbee time... played for quite some time... monkey change rate super fast... -.- monkey dun need to do anything, can change monkey liao.. lol.. cause as long as the frisbee drops, someone new becomes the moneky...

then.... .... .... we wash up... took tram up and dn along the beach... then ... ... ... we see SPA... then we walk and walk and walk... to the spa and found~~~ yi~~~ sin~~~ lol.. and mz ask how much for spa, she dun wan say.. -.- she kan bu qi us... dun think we gonna do the spa.. think we all stingy ppl or think we beggar or we losers with no money or we broke... totally dun treat us as customers... wanted to complain sia... but she lucky we forgiving... if not she sure tio!! xD lol... then... we go the departure area w8 for yisin.. started playing to Game of the Day!!!

song taught us the PolarBear/WereWolf/WereBear/WereRabbit/WereHuman Game with shin... then we played and played into the night... [got break only for pasta mania dinner.. xD ] Fun sia... but they all dun believe i am the GURU... i told them all that aidi and cry were the PolarBear/WereWolf/WereBear/WereRabbit/WereHuman, but all dun believe me!! so sad sia... then only 1 person trusted me.. so touched... yun song~~~ you so good~~~ lol.. then ok lor... they noe liao.. again i keep telling them i not PolarBear/WereWolf/WereBear/WereRabbit/WereHuman, but they dun believe me again... and Killed me!!! so heartbroken... =(

aiya... anyway... it was fun!!! so got plans to play it on the 31st dec to countdown.. haha... must find a place.. maybe changi airport or sth...

[PS : Boning back on 31st dec abt 6-7pm... ]

then... steam boat on 2nd jan...

Last Note :

Welcome Kh!!!! u know what i toking abt.. ;D
Pray that u will find what u are truly created for and follow the paths set for you!!
Hope u find a church to settle in soon... u r just a baby after all... u still need lots of care and guidance!! =D

Yuh Shin : Same thing lor... Having a Gd church is impt... at least that's what i think... ppl ard u can help u along.. help prevent u from backsliding from him... erm... help u build stronger faith and also.. show the care and love the lord has for u.. =D

MySelf : Dun backslide again... dun strain away anymore... dun always tink abt wat is life abt and what I need to do to make life worthwhile.. The lord has created u for a reason or even many reasons... follow him and u will find ur way... =D

lol.. sth i think only kh know.. i didn't attend church for quite some time liao... cause my church... i like it... but the ppl... changed a lot.. even my pastor went to be a pastor in london... ppl in my church.. those with greater faith and love for the lord has left... only ppl who tinks more abt fun stayed on... it's so... >.< so.. i'll probably be seeking a new church lor.. try to find one similar to mine.. lol.. what i can feel comfortable and faithful... without any leaders asking qns like "Does anyone really want serious bible studies?" and conduct teen fellowship like it's just a meeting for fun and laughter.. without children choir teachers scolding childrens for being unable to reach certain notes instead of telling them to sing praise for the lord..

Miss my church.. miss a lot.. but life must go on... ...

Upcoming Gatherings

2005-12-13T20:30:00.000+08:00

Plz Notify me to update this post.. if ur name not here or got ?, it means i forgot or u have yet to let me know.. This post will be edited again and again.. If bold, it means the information here is confirmed with stamp..

If got any other suggestion of things to do, let me know.. thx..

Event : Seoul Garden eat
Date : 15 dec
Time : abt 12 noon
Location : CWP
Most Prob going : John, AiDi, MingZong, KH, Song, SookKim, Dean?, Shin?, WL?

Event : Movie
Show : Go there then decide.
Date : 15 dec
Time : Evening at abt 6pm..
Location : Causeway point tentatively [cause got seoul garden]
Most Prob going : John, KeenHong, YunSong, Lele, Crystal, MingZong, SookKim, Dean, YiSin?, Shin?, WL?, ShuehYi?, AiDi?

Event : Christmas Service [Destiny]
Date : 17 dec
Time : 12.30pm, 3pm, 5.30pm
Location : near Somerset.. Crystal's church..
Most Prob going : Crystal xD

Event : Christmas Service [Coming Home]
Date & Time : 23 dec [1.30pm, 4pm]
Location : near Somerset.. Crystal's church..
Most Prob going : Crystal xD, Lele, John?, KH?, Shin?

Event : Magic of Love
Date : 23 dec
Time : unknown
Location : unknown
Most Prob going : John, Kh, YunSong, Kenny and family, Toh MingZong and ChienFern, Crystal, SookKim, Dean [13], ???????????????????????????

Pilot Interview

2005-12-12T19:17:00.000+08:00

It was super sian.. w8 and w8... slept 3 hrs there.. go toilet dunno how many times.. dozed off again and again.. sian...

08.30am : reach there for the interview..
10.00am : interview briefing... tok and tok...
10.20am : then start interviewing

tick-tock
tick-tock
tick-tock
i fell aslp..

Abt 11am : woke up.. rub my eyes.. looked ard.. !!!!! y right eye blur blur de??!!! *look at my hand* AHH!!! MY EYES!!! ... no.. my contact lens...

die.. i nv bring spare.. zzz... go toilet.. tried to put it back in my eye without much pain.. eye a little red liao... >.< zzzz.... go out.. go back to slp... =x

12.20pm : "err.. the ppl 14 to 20 go eat lunch first.. 1.30pm then come back.. "
Zzzz..... Why cant they just call me to go there at 1.30pm?? make me wake at 6 am to go there slp.. -.- i was number 18... zzzz....

3.20pm : ding~ ding~ dong~ dong~~~~~ ding~ dong~ ding~ dong~~~~
they used the music doorbell thingy to let us know it's time to go in..

03.20pm to 3.50pm : paiseh ar.. i took up 2 person's time.. =x tio many questions i dunno how to answer... =x

"If given SIA contract and RSAF contract, which u take??"
"If cannot fly the plane, can only be on land, signaling the ppl on the plane where to go, u still wan??"
"what is the diff of army and airforce? "

i was like err.. ahh... then i said, " err... dun think SIA will give me contract lor.. but if really.. if.. i will take RSAF de.. cause more challenging.." xD

then the cannot fly plane de.. i say.. think will not want.. then later say want again.. cause i rem i applying scholarship.. and also.. y not? =x

then the last one most jialat... i was totally tongue tied lor..
"ah... err... ee... oo... aa... i think... er... should be discipline.. in airforce must be more discipline than in army.. cause the things one handled is more sensitive.."

then the captain say " then if one in air force do wrg on purpose and one in army do wrg on purpose, who more wrg?? "
i was like.. JIALAT AH... WHAT HAVE I GOT MYSELF INTO...
i was err... ahh... eee... oo... aa.... again... then blablabla... i said sth abt in airforce need multi-task alot more.. so need to be more attentive.. now like army.. oopz... again.. Hit Myself In The Head... army also need be attentive, rite?!!!

die....

Anyway... after throwing many spanners at me.. some i caught, some i dodged .. some hit me hard in the head and some i throw and hit myself.. they let me out.. and i was like.. GG... Owning... Officers are Owning... feels like i got 1 to 2 kills and like 40 to 50 deaths.. zzz...

Then the results is out.. the last 3 of us de.. he called only my name... could be only I in or only I out.. and.. i got in!!!! wahahaha...

so anyway.. wed got to go to paya lebar to check up... zzz... and i tot today was the last of such stuff...

so.. no ice skating for me liao.. xD

Holiday Plans B4 NS

2005-12-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

10 dec :
Psychometric test
To test if i am a Psycho.. think got the chess board with the sticker to forehead.. then need move chess pieces with brain waves... something like that..

12 dec :
Pilot Interview
Ask if i will give them a chance to have me.. maybe dicuss the transfer fees and yearly/monthly bonus..

15 dec :
Movie
Movie gathering... maybe going seoul.. for those broke due to grad nite.. good luck.. maybe u wanna find Mr Lim aka Song, the loan shark to borrow money.. =x

18 dec :
Birthday
Go celebrate a friend's birthday with secondary school friends.. Expecting to get presents.. xD

23 dec :
Maybe
Maybe going see the Magic of love.. see how.. If no Magic of Hate tix then should be going.. =x

24 dec :
BBQ
Details are confidential to prevent food bandits, host assasins, charcoal fighters and fire extinguishing mages.. xD

Abt 28 dec onwards :
Boning!
Boning should be back.. hanging out with boning ba.. steam boat.. go eat food he cooked.. blablabla..

PS : call me out.. i'm bored..
PPS : Song is not a loan shark.. dun go loan from him... later u all go ask, i tio K by him sia...

I'm Back!!!!

2005-12-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

ello!!! haha... i very sian... nothing to do.. so i tot i should start this again... haha.. but once in a while... see mood..

so... firstly... THANK YOU AIDI FOR THE CD!!!!! It will be a great reference to the great memories we had in pjc... thx everyone who had been part of my life.. no.. wrg.. has been and will be part of my life.. keep in touch!

PS:
>be prepared for steam boat at marina before we get enlisted..
>Boning will be back in sg on abt 28-30 dec
>call me out! i free, i will go.. =D

The End..

2005-03-17T13:08:00.000+08:00

hmm.. no longer find anything in blog le.. used to go online everydayjust to read blogs.. update every now and then..

bored of it liao.. so.. ya.. no more entries le..

The Alphametic - Solution!! =D

2005-03-06T13:00:00.000+08:00

Realised that most probably no one will go solve it like me.. so....

Like i said, there is only one soluion.. and the solution is as followed..

( X ia o )^2 + Yong = Gase

EG :
X = 1
i = 3
a = 7
o = 2
Y = 4
n = 8
g = 9
s = 6
e = 5

thus, ( 1x37x2 )^2 + 4289 = 9765

Did you find it?? lolz..

The Alphametic

2005-03-05T15:10:00.000+08:00

An alphametic is an arithmetic puzzle in which letters stand for digits. The problem is to find what digits the letters stand for, to make a true equation. Each letter must stand for a different digit, 0 to 9. A number may not start with 0.

Ideally, there should be just one solution.

There is just one solution for the following.. can you find it?? lolz..

( X ia o )^2 + Yong = Gase

EG :
X = 1
i = 2
a = 3
0 = 4
Y = 5
n = 6
g = 7
s = 8
e = 9

thus, (1x23x4)^2 + 5467 = 7389 [Incorrect Answer] lolz..

can you find it?? lolz.. answer out next time ba =D

Results Out!!!

2005-03-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

The Results are out!!!! I got a B3!!! happy :p expecting best c5 only.. lucky me.. The 2 blue thing i stapled with my script got to the marker.. 1 blue thing for a grade.. worth it.. lolz..

hmm.. played bball lots.. quite fun.. =D but got my ankle sprained :s forgot how de.. is not wrg is not during bball.. lolz.. not very pain.. but slowly gets more pain that kind.. =q

then.. watched the show i've been waiting for 2mths plus..
[It was in the movies at Australia since dec :s]
"A Series Of Unfortunate Events" - Lemony Snicket
hmm.. nice movie.. lolz.. just liked the book.. but book more fun in a way.. lolz.. movie like speed things through.. In this movie, it included only the first 3 books.. the rest not included..

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Books :
01. The Bad Beginning
02. The Reptile Room
03. The Wide Window
04. The Miserable Mill
05. The Austere Academy
06. The Ersatz Elevator
07. The Vile Village
08. The Hostile Hospital
09. The Carnivorous Carnival
10. The Slippery Slope
11. The Grim Grotto

[ For more info., got to http://www.lemonysnicket.com/index.cfm ]

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I've read till book 6 liao.. lolz.. think sec 2 or 3 kel intro to me de..
[the book was meant for pri3-4 i think.. lolz..]
hmm.. then library keep no have.. everyone borrowing.. think now gonna be worse :s lolz..

Anyway, looking at the many books, and knowing the fact that only 3 books are used in the movie, i believe the 2nd and third will surely come.. HOPE THEY COME SOON!! lolz..

Love is not like a flower..

2005-03-03T23:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. realized long time didn't blog le.. so.. here i am..

Hmm.. regarding the title.. saw it on a show i've been catching.. 9pm channel 8 de..
quoted from the show today..
Love is not like a flower.. it does not bloom just because you 'water' it everyday.. in fact, the water may even kill it..
[It doesn't just work out just becoz you keep putting in effort to go after the one you like.. it may even pressurise the other..]
so you shouldn't push it.. give up when you should lor..

yap.. hmm.. kinda make sense.. well..
hmm.. maybe i should make it clear now lor.. since i'm at it.. wanted to say many times.. but wellz...

so ya.. here i am.. i decided not to push it.. yap.. makes life ez.. friendship last longer as many said.. hmmm.. so can all you all do me a favour? stop the disturbing... it just makes it harder..

hope you all get what i mean.. quite spelled out enough.. yap.. =q

till next time..

Don't You Quit!

2005-02-27T12:37:00.000+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
REST, if you must - but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow -
You might succeed with another blow.

Success is failure turned inside out -
The silent tint of the clouds of doubt -
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the light when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst
that you mustn't quit!

~ Author unknown

Acts 20:22-24
"And now, behold, I go
bound in the spirit unto Jerusalem, not knowing
the things that shall befall me thee: Save that
the Holy Ghost witnesseth in every city,
saying that bonds and afflictions abide me. But
none of these things move me, neither count I
my life dear unto myself, so that I might finish
my course with joy, and the ministry, which I
have received of the Lord Jesus, to testify the
gospel of the grace of God."
Acts 20:22-24

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Read this somewhere.. my church's bulletin.. hmm.. found it meaningful with regards to the life of a few of us now ba.. so decided to copy it here.. to share it.. =q

hmm.. here's my summary of it.. in case some ppl don't get it.. lolz..

It mainly filled with advices on what to do..

1) Rest when you are tired.. but dun quit.. which means.. get back to it when you are no longer tired..

2) Failure and problems are always there.. but dun give up.. cause you may succeed the next time.. won't it be a waste to put in so much effort to fail on the last step? "行百里者，拌九十”。。。 wasted lor..
[if can't read chinese characters, go 'View', 'Encoding', 'Unicode(UTF-8)']

3) Success is hidden among failures.. if there isn't failures, how would you know when you have succeeded? So keep fighting [spiritually.. not physically.. lolz..] when you feel you are in the worse situation.. in a lot of problems.. when things seem worst.. =q

-> From Acts 20:22-24:
Summary:
You never know what gonna happen to you.. you may be in troubles.. problems.. but dun let yourself be troubled by it.. instead, do what you have to do in joy.. the best way you can and get the best out of it!!

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hmm.. what above is how i interpret it lor.. yap.. hope these will explain some of the questions you have in mind.. make you realize life isn't that bad if you face it the right way.. yap..

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In conclusion :
Pray to the Lord for what you wish..
And the Lord will answer : "Yes, No or Wait.."
Be patient.. ;p

I really really like this song!!!

2005-02-20T13:09:00.001+08:00

Really like it lots.. If you find the album anywhere, let me know.. Me Wanna Buy!!!

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

This webby got more intro of the songs..
http://www.hollywoodrecords.go.com/jessemccartney/

Jesse Mccartney- Beautiful soul!

2005-02-20T13:09:00.000+08:00

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

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By The Courtesy Of 'Tiny puny me!'

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lolz.. copy from kenny blog de.. :p

P.S.: help find the album pls pls pls... then i can enjoy it, can send to mz and kenny too :p

I really Suck...

2005-02-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

sianz... today was quite a great day .. but wellz..

bout 9 went bball with sam.. tot meeting a few anyhow play ones..

end up.. meet 9 school team players to play.. man.. i was like such a pathetic person there lor.. =x

i think got one of the 2 gals there can even win me.. =x sianz..
[maybe both.. cause i dun dare to block them.. =x]
sianz..

BUT!!
I learnt something there.. just a short period of time and i learnt about it.. cause someone commented something.. "wa.. he clever liao.. never hang so long le.."

wellz.. that's how i can prevent kanna 'gai'.. got to learnt :p

Second Reunion Lunch!

2005-02-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today had my second reunion lunch.. much better than the first.. ;p

my cousin and her hubby came over to bai nian.. hmm.. good.. cause that equals to a positive change in a figure used to count the amount of crimson sachets i have.. lolz..

hmm.. real long never see her.. she's still as suaning as before.. and her hubby is still much like a kid.. lolz.. wellz..

got to go work soon liao.. that's it for now baz...

;p

Wellz..

2005-02-09T15:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. has been doing my part as a son.. despite him ignoring me.. praying to the lord that i and him have no more conflict..

He did more than what i asked for.. he made us patch up.. kinda.. hmm.. though still got a little awkward.. but at least we talk liao lor.. hmm.. i deleted the the last few entries.. err.. dun really like them there.. lolz.. if you saw it, you know me better liao lor.. if not, i'm still the same john anyway ;p..

yap.. just wanna share the good news.. :)

ciaoz..

Jurong Trip... Tons of Laughter.. lolz..

2005-02-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

lolz... today was very sian in school sia.. but all's well ends well.. lolz..

after all the things in school, ... oh.. Happy Birthday, Le^2!!! lolz.. okok.. back to topic..

as i was typing, after all te stuff in school, .. oh.. Monday got booth open to sell friendship day aka valentine stuff!.. lolz.. digressed again..

okok.. so it was like.. after the stuff in school, we [me, Zong and WL] go to Creative there to get Zong's one day old mp3 player fixed.. lolz.. one day only lor..

hmm.. here not funny yet.. make it fast.. we took 187 to go there.. ended up at Boon Lay station.. then took 198.. here's the fun.. lolz..

The Downpour came!!! the back door sensor of the bus go faulty and cant close.. hmm.. what drivers usually do?? just drive right??

The driver spent about 15mins trying to fix it... =x i was sian.. but got comics.. so ok lor.. Zong was fine.. WL was crazy..

*shake* *shake* *shake*.. i look up to see why the window i lying on was shaking.. and i saw Zong laughing.. I started laughing.. lolz... WL was so frustrated that he kept knocking his head on the window.. lolz.. and on 2 occasion, he did that repeatedly.. lolz..!!!!

then when we saw the stop, Wl press the bell.. bus slow down... nv stop and drove off...!!! never mind.. next stop also can.. wl press the bell again.. bus slow down.. like really going to stop liao.. and drove off.. lolz.. By then, we all crazy liao.. lolz.. usual ppl will angry.. but we started laughing... haha...

Bus turned into Expressway!!! ahhh!!! wl press the bell again.. at last the bus stopped.. we at entrance of expressway =x started walking back to the Creative.. along the way, wl was cursing and swearing again and again.. me and zong? we were laughing like dunno what at wl expression.. haha.. me and zong laugh until stomach cramp =x haha..

then reach liao at last... we were like DRENCHED.. lolz.. once enter, everyone stare at us lor.. =x then dunno where take number.. ok.. then at last zong's turn liao..

the guy fixed it just by reformatting it =x all these trouble just for that sia.. wl was like cursing again.. lolz!!

But it was fun lor.. haha.. laughing trip.. new record of continuous laughing.. lolz..

BlogSurf II

2005-01-31T20:37:00.000+08:00

this is a make-up de.. cause previously thought her blog pw-protected.. can't be bothered to write about it.. can't even be bother to click the link.. lolz..

Anyway.. hmm.. i went and here!

ShuetYi's... hmm.. not pw-protected anymore liao... think trying to save space or sth... whole window so big.. use less than half.. lolz..

ciaoz..

BlogSurf

2005-01-30T01:24:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was surfing through the blogs as what i do almost every night.. realized it's getting bored..

FIRST! i want to compliment..
YuhShin.. the only guy to keep up the good works.. lolz.. he's probably the only that really blogs up-to-date.. lolz..

Kenny.. once a week.. understandable..

YunSong.. dun want to say liao.. really disappointed all his fans.. think got about 1 or 2.. sad for them sia..

MingZong.. just gets shorter and shorter.. think trying to make a Ap or Gp pattern.. negative de..

KeenHong.. good good :p new blogskin for the new year.. lolz..

Boning.. haiz.. was really hoping you would blog at least once every 2 to 3 days.. tell us your life there and about your operation.. cant believe you went for it without telling us.. then still nv update.. disappointing sia..

Lele.. complain complain no one go.. haiz.. actually is got ppl go but see until nothing to see, nothing to comment on, so look like no one go lor! still dare to complain! lolz..

Yisin.. everytime i go, like go lesson like that.. hmm.. lesson on love.. on life.. on ppl who can get so blur until cannot say.. lolz.. please give us more enlightenment on life and Your life.. 22Jan was like quite long ago liao.. i kinda got to last lesson quite into me le.. ;p lolz..

SK.. what happen to your blog??????

Aidi.. last time never go de.. but the ppl above really too... haiz.. dun want to say liao.. Sk like totally disappear even.. haiz.. then make me so sian sia.. then went her blog lor.. lame comments left there sia.. lolz.. she's also very up-to-date de lor.. not like some ppl.. you all got lots to learn from her sia.. lolz..

hmm..

Sam.. interested in making one? :p lolz..

sian sia.. today nothing to much.. bored day.. sian day.. boring day.. humid day.. 'stuffy' day.. like scolding you all sian.. lolz.. fun.. ;p

Oh.. oh.. almost forgot.. almost forgot one person's blog that i been to...

John.. well done.. lame still lame.. but got a tiny bit improvement on the coldness.. sometimes a little warm now le..

lolz.. kidding la.. not mine.. but this guy.. was surfing blog a little further the other day.. nice blog.. now i go there often as a mystery person.. haha.. his blog got nice music and nice blogskinskin.. hmm.. but i think my mystery personality is turning him off.. haha.. maybe one day i go make friend with him.. =q if he like bball.. lolz..

Unlucky... =x

2005-01-23T21:20:00.000+08:00

Had been in bed since bout 6 yesterday till now...

Reason? i was just too 'lucky'

had been wanting to eat the prosperity burger... then of all the days, i had to eat yesterday and kanna food poisoning.. sianz.. now still not well yet.. =x sian..

A sweet pretty Girl sia.. haha..

2005-01-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today woke up.. clothes all still wet.. got to dry.. ended up late to meet the guys :s
paiseh ar.. haha..

Hmm.. didn't really know what to do and where to eat.. but later decided to eat at 'Suki Sushi'.. [i think that's how it is ba.. not sure.. the one beside the Kbox de.. =q]

Well.. GD ChOiCe i would say.. haha.. we all , Kenny, Kh, Zong, Shin and me, had a great time there.. and a great appetide.. cause of something.. [Thing?? =x]

not cause of the food.. good but not good enough.. but because of something definitely our favourite thing [Thing again?? :x] there.. haha..

Guess you guess it by now huh?? no need me to say..
Yap! It's this sweet pretty Gal there..
Ming Zong practically couldn't keep his eyes off her sia.. haha..

It was like whenever we had an order, they tried to have it done with her lor.. i did once with their manager and they were like 'wa.. you like that manager ar??!!' haha..

The manager was a guy.. =x

Anyway, we were like saying future activities will be to go lot 1.. less bball, less every other things.. go lot 1.. haha.. to bio.. haha..

maybe next week going there eat again.. that is if she there lor.. haha..

Today..

2005-01-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

Today was kinda a plain day..

nothing much.. was real tired.. for the whole day.. was practically half-asleep..

hmm.. Was happy though.. =D

sometimes simplicity is good..

tml.. going out to play with S.O. [SeCrEt Operation/Organization or sth like that..]

hmm.. long time since we hang out as the whole group.. too bad Boning not here..
but anyway, tml probably sian.. haha.. cause dunno what to do.. =x
we are all too KeQi le.. all like 'anything'.. hope will be fun though..

=D

Wellz..

2005-01-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

Just felt like blogging.. no particular reasons..

hmm...

Ankle condition : better a lot.. but cant play bball for too long.. will hurt as tested today.. but should be well soon..

Studies condition : decided to work hard.. but today still slacked.. did nothing since after sch.. really need some bucking up.. maybe some motivation?? =q

Others : ups and downs.. can be feeling real good one moment and real bad another moment.. hmm.. not good.. not what i should be.. i should be one who can control my emotions well.. hmm.. just suddenly realized that i'm quite lucky in the way i channel my negative feelings..

To destress, at least...

I dun eat and eat and eat and become real fat?
I dun drink and drink and spoil my liver?
I dun hurt and hurt myself until i got no more blood?
I dun cry and cry until my tears dry and my eyes get swollen?
I dun Shout and shout at others and spread the unhappiness? [ only in cases where i unhappy and you dun disturb me.. disturb me, i think you may kanna hell.. =x well...]

Just a list of 'Dun's i tot of... feel free to add more ba..

Time to buck up =x

2005-01-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

today, i went church then go study.. in lib.. from think 1 till 7..

rare for now.. use to do that in sec. years..

Realization :

JOHN!!! YOU SUCK!!!

cant believe the amount of work i did.. last time can easily finish 4-5 assignments..
today, didn't finish a single one :s

Math probability half half.. phy ws a number dunno.. chem ws.. dunno any.. :s die liao..
see gp, sian.. then sumore phy tys never bring home.. die..

Resolution :

1. Every Sunday of mine is for studying by default.. unless got special events..

2. i going for the extra phy lectures with TMZ till i get back to standard... used to be think i very good in phy.. now realized i over-confident liao..

3. Pon no more lectures from now on.. unless Really REally REAlly got the need.. bball not counted ar..

That's all for studies wise..

Other Aims I Had:

1. Win Keen Hong =D actually dun really need la.. i should just say IMPROVE =p

2. Improve PF.. but not so fast.. slowly.. more for leisure le..

3. Be Happy.. Real Happy.. Real Real Happy.. Real Real Real Happy.. Real Real Rea.... =D

4. =D

5. =D=D

yap.. that's about it.. when close to my bday, maybe i will have sth like..

Things I Want :

1. ...
.
.
.
100. ...

haha..

Happy day~

2005-01-16T01:21:00.000+08:00

After two days of unhappiness, i finally had a happy day.. rare situation sia.. me, john, sad for 2 consecutive day over the same thing.. haha..

Anyway, not sad liao.. and today actually quite happy..

meet sam to PF, up a few points.. initially dun wanna play de.. cause leg pain.. but couldn't help it.. haha.. then leg more pain :s

then meet kel and fong to go celebrate fong's bday.. eat, play pool, talk and talk and talk... sth we have once in a while.. =D And dunno how, think is the walking from Cwp to Plaza 888 and back, my ankle better a lot le.. just a tiny bit pain now :p

dunno what to type liao.. haha.. that's it for now..

=D

[not poetic le ba.. dun always say i writing poem leh... haha...]

Feeling helpless... doing nothing.. gonna have to live with it..

2005-01-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

Today was a sian day.. very unhappy.. felt like playing bball.. but it was just too late.. and my ankle.. can't believe i keep having these one-sided thoughts.. argh..

sam had a bad day too.. ups and downs.. but overall i'll still think it's a up for him ba.. i would be real happy if i was him.. he was.. but just still worried.. well..

went out late into the night.. sam kanna locked out again.. without boning and kenny, he had not place to stay for the night.. luckily bargain until he can stay over my house.. first time.. i never even had friends come my house to play before.. =s

Just hate what i am thinking about.. there isn't even a bright side for me to think about anymore.. i could only dun think about it.. but couldn't.. argh..
dunno... it just doesn't feel good to know of sth.. and i just had to be able to confirm it directly.. it's as good as throwing my mood off a cliff.. could even control myself to act normal or crappy like i usually do..

This is throwing my way of life i wanted off.. my aim to be 'happy always' life.. never thinking bout unhappy stuff and making the happiest out of the worse.. i just could do nothing..

A unhappy, unlucky, un-everything and wrong day...

2005-01-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

Start of the day was ok... not late... haha...

1st 'un'
then later also ok.. then bad mood.. [dun ask why... dun even try to talk about it... =x me just want to type type sth]

2nd 'un'
then play bball... right ear kanna twice... cannot hear properly liao... Thx wor, yun song... i didn't know you knew my earpiece right side spoil... if hit left ear, i no need hear my mp3 liao...
Also, now i only need to cover a ear to not listen.. so much easier liao...

3rd 'un's
left leg's thigh was strained sometime ago.. today play bball starting very pia.. too pia in fact... kanna again... =x hope tml will be fine... the right ear... keep it as it is... make life easier... =/

wrong?
hmm... dunno? just not happy today... not happy.. not happy.. not happy!!!!!
sian... just hate the negative feelings i get... nvm... tml, all will be gone...
In fact, some was already gone during my match with KeenHong... sian... still lost him =x

11-8 =x sian... nvm.. there's always a next time!!!!! GRR!!!

Spectacular Day For me~

2005-01-10T23:40:00.000+08:00

OkOk... maybe not really spectacular.. but it sure was something for my first day in lesson in 2005.

Chem Practical... was practically crapping the whole lesson with Tmz... Achievement wor.. considering i usually like got ppl cast spell on me to sleep during chem practicals.
We were like...
Tmz : Mr Lum got watch soccer de wor..
John : Sure anot? got KangTou anot??
Forgot who : He sure got watch.. He got watch the soccer match of Spore one...
John : haha... Imagine this.. Mr Lum come ask us for KangTou...

hmm... sth like that.. dun really rem... ha~
but that kinda got my stomach warmed-up... for phy..

During phy lesson, i was asking Tmz about last week.. then i turn to check my stuff (my bag or sth) and when i look back up, Mr Lum was like Who? Who? Who? and i kanna 罚站 liao... :s

Not pissed or anything.. instead, found it funny...

then, i later kanna Black Listed as Tmz distraction... funny sia... he dun distract me i happy liao lor...

then kanna Black Listed Crazy.... WoW~~ in one day, the impression i gave Mr Lum was like 'So GoOd' lor... lolz...

then not really my fault lor...

who ask him to go : Dennis.. no.. Michael.. Michael! MiChAeL!! MICHAEL!!

and who ask him to go : *Slap* Point Source *Slap* Point Source *Slap* Point Source *Slap* Point Source

and who ask him to go : and you? (Hilda recit sth) and you? (Zhihui recit sth) and you? (SK recit sth) and you? (YiSin recit sth) and go away... never ask me... =x when asked by sk why never ask me, he said sth like, 'aiya... he dun need de la' =x
He surely is either sexist, religion-ist, name-ist, height-ist, weight-ist or he think i'm not a chinese and is racist... Argh!!!

Lastly, who ask him to go keep his handphone so pro-ly :s
[For more info. , feel free to ask me for demo ;p]
make me laugh and laugh (probably the whole class... but i loud ma... so.. stand lor.. haha...)

Then the tmz also, sabo me once not enough... just had to take the logo off his NEW pe tshirt and give me... make me laugh and kanna again :s I BET he purposely de lor... but luckily, he kanna... haha... whole class say he distract me, not me distract him...

but come to think of it... i think is i want to take the logo from him one.. hahaha... dun care~~

but anyway, i very good lor... after school liao, i pei him go CWP buy things wor... kind hor?
somemore is buy for girl de wor... i 够 brother hor?
somemore was ear-rings wor... i never ditch him to buy alone lor... 有义气,right?
Then furthermore, now i never say is for who and why lor... i help him keep secret lor...
I 以德报怨 sia =p

ha...

A song i stumbled upon

2005-01-09T02:13:00.000+08:00

Just a video clip i stumbled upon.. which i liked the song..

sounds real good to me..

Jesse McCartney - Beautiful Soul

A little Something

2005-01-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

It's been more than a month since i blogged.. really a long time indeed, considering this is somewhat like a diary to let people know how your life has been and what are your daily thoughts..

Maybe that's the way i am.. never really write about stuff that are minor.. probably why my diary is still very thin... i practically never write it anymore... it's like you dun feel like writing when sth big really happens... and when you dun mind writing, there dun seem to be anything to write.. isn't weird..

I guess that's the reason to why i dun blog often too... and even worse... cause i dun usually share about things that are of big impact to my life and emotions.. i usually prefer to keep it to myself...

Even what i share are usually thought through... maybe that's the bad side about thinking too much... you tend to lead youself to nonsense and making it sense to one self...

Just felt like writing something...
ha...

Happy Always

2004-11-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

As some of you may know / may not know, I once had a nick called 'Happy Always'.

alright.. i know it sounds 'gay'.. but it does holds a lot of meaning you know..

It was to remind me to be happy no matter what happens..
[and also to remind the people around me]

It may look little.. but when put into action, it is surely filled with a lot of meaning.

How to go about being Happy Always? I can only say it ain't anything easy.. well, that is unless you are a very lucky person, someone who can lead the kind of life you want, get everything you want, have everything you need. But what are the chances?? Chances are that most of us are not.

I'm definitely not.
But life goes on.. what to do?
Be sad?
Go around everyway looking so sad that it actually spoils the day of those around you?

Now, the question is : Is it worth it?

Everyone knows that it is not worth it. At least I do..

So... i make a point to stay happy..

One advice i can give is 看开点..

Life don't always go the way you want.. so instead of getting upset over it, why not make the best out of the worse? It is definitely better then getting sad about it [ which is making the worse out of the worse ]

so.. Live Life to the Fullest!! :D

Blogging as a Blogger at Blospot.. nono.. at RI.. haha..

2004-11-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

Bored day today.. nothing much done so far.. sianz..

cant go sentosa play with the rest cause mum dun want me pon RI.. so ended up here lor.. cause dun want to defy her.. = q

P.S. : I can always say i go RI, but get mc and go sentosa WITHOUT my mum knowledge.. it's not hard. Or should i say, 'it's easy'. Just that i dun want ;p

so since i made the decision.. i am now still at RI, boredom, dying, leg and hands numb.. (air-con very cold here sia...)

nothing to do again cause the programe i using [Pro/Mechanica] cannot be used..

luckily i came late.. if not bored to bones liao.. haha..

i reached at 12.10pm.. though i supposed to reach by 8.30pm [Wa.. LaTe So MuCh!!!] haha..

2 reasons : sleep late, met ZhiHui to pass her stuff and had Bak Ku Te at Marsiling.
[looks like 3, not 2.. but third one not really reason, so it's still 2. TWO!.. haha ]

so i reached about 12.10, now 5.34.. did nothing.. waii.. i did sth..

i created a Imperial Conflict account.. dun think i will play it often.. probably only when i at RI here lor.. haha..

PS: cant play any other games cause cannot dl anything, mainly shockwave, flash,...

so that's that.. later should be meeting them to see cut cake ceremony.. haha.. ceremony.. [lame~~]

got to see how.. maybe can, maybe cant.. most probably can though.. haha...

What Kind of Player Are You?

2004-11-22T01:58:00.000+08:00

John, your player style is Chillin

Mellow — that's your style. You take life pretty easy. That's what makes you so easy and enjoyable to hang out with. While others are trying to change the world, you're just looking to enjoy it.Good natured and easy-going, you take life as it comes instead of trying to stir things up. You usually don't give two shakes about bling, frontin', or the cutting edge. It's all about keeping it real and having a good time while you're doing it. For real.

It's all gonna be from http://web.tickle.com/tests/. haha..

What Breed of Dog Are You? (Am I for this case.. haha..)

2004-11-22T01:52:00.000+08:00

John, you're a Great Dane!

No bones about it, you're the Adonis of all dogs — a Great Dane. Your perfect mix of brains and brawn wins you legions of fans wherever you go. Just snap your fingers and the crowd comes running. They all want to bask in your glory. (Okay, maybe it's not quite like that, but you get the idea.) Sophisticated and friendly, your laid-back temperament makes you popular and easy to talk to. And your capable nature helps you keep your head in a crisis, so people know they can count on you. Classy and smooth, cool and confident, who wouldn't want a Great Dane at the end of their leash? No one — woof!
Got this at http://web.tickle.com/dog/authorize/register.jsp?url=/dog/index.jsp.

You got to sign up though :s..

All Success seems to come together!!!!

2004-11-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Today i slept almost the whole morning, then met Ex-convict, Kobe, Skydazer, Ocean(:x), Oranto, Summoner of 7 XXXX (or 8 or 9? haha..) and Lamer to watch movie.

Stupid movie.. wasted my money :s

Then i had FuN at Lot 1!!! ReAl FuN!!!

Played with Boning. had many accomplishments!!! haha...

UpDates :

Passed Black Sheep Adv with C.
(not good. next time aim better and slowly till full combo!! haha..)

Passed CrossRoad Extreme.[Grade forgot]
(My First extreme song!!! then it will be second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, .... haha =p)

Passed Robinson Adv. [Grade forgot]
(should have done long ago :s but still happy :p)

Full Combo-ed Innocent World Advanced [S] !!

Full Combo-ed Super Shoming Car Advanced [S] !!

Current Skill Point : 2 4 5 +

First Week at DSI !!!!

2004-11-20T02:51:00.000+08:00

Here are some of the accomplishments i got at DSI.

(I was bored, so i started copying pictures into my MP3 player :p)

Day 1 :
I learnt a program called Pro/Engineer and made this 3 structures.. looks easy.. should be easy, but hard as the program is super user-unfriendly..

Actuator

Coil

Assembly of Actuator and Coil

Day 2 :
I had started on this on Day 1.. was stuck at some points.. but managed to explore my way to know how to finish it.

Micro E Arm2 (Long)

I was also asked to help plot some graphs using MatLab6.0, copy and paste into a word document for printing.. repeated actions for thirty-two graphs :s
below is a sample of the 32 graphs i made. The one below is considered as only one.

With the printed graphs, i was taught to use the Dynamic Signal Analyzer to find the values of the peaks.

Day 3 :
I was taught to use Pro/Mechanica on day 3. It is a stimulator used to measure the natural frequency of the Micro E Arm2 (Long) i made on Day 2. I was to slowly modify my structure to make the natural frequency to be 7 or more... I managed to edit from bout 5 to 6, and the license of the program was expired. i caould not use the program and that explain why i dun have a picture for it.
But more words.. haha..

Day 4 :
Using Pro/Engineer here again, i made the blueprints of the structure i made. Only the first is completed though.

So, that what i've been dong.. all done in front of a computer, with no life.. haha.. bored, yet interesting results ;p

At RI now...

2004-11-18T11:10:00.000+08:00

I am at the research institute now doing something i should not be doing.. haha..

i done what i was told... to run a test on the structures i made the two days before.. supposed to report to my mentor.. but feel like slacking.. so now, i'm here typing blog.. haha..

hope my mentor dun see this.. hahahaha...

2nd day...

2004-11-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

ToDaY WaS SuReLy A BeTtEr DaY!!!! (I'm just looking on the bright side... it's still bored... =x)

i got to know the program more, such that i could now do a more complicated structure..

btw, Pro/Engineer is a program to make the structures of things one may be making. I was told to make the actuator and coil in the hard disk.. dunno what these are? nvm.. lolz...

hmmm... the real reason why today was great was due to my evening activity... which is.... PF!!!!! haha... at cheap price sumore wor... haha... think by next time go PF can pass Black Sheep Advanced le... nonono... not think.. IS MUST!!!! haha...

RI attachment

2004-11-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Today is the first day of my attachment.. quite bored.. just that i learnt a little about a new program called the 'Pro/Engineer'...

hmm... just hope tomorrow will be a better day.

Passed 清春狂sth曲了！！！YeAh!!!

2004-11-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

The trip to PF today was GrEaT!!! I'm now one step closer to catching up with sam :D hehe..

Played 2 hours straight from 3.30pm to 5.30pm with only two breaks..

First break was right after my warm-up (a.k.a first credit).. wrong timing.. made me have to warm up again.. It happened when the crew there accidentally off the game :s sian...

Second one was when a Butch came and tap.. 2 credits :s the auto-bass de :s eek..
she was with another girl, seemed like her gf? and two younger ones... [Butch to be? lolz]

yap.. then today, Shin, Zong and Lele dun give face.. so end up i play myself and used 10+ bucks :s.. broke broke broke.. haha..

UpDates :

Passed 4 new basic songs.
Passed 清春狂sth曲 Advanced with a B.
Almost full combo-ed Innocent World Advanced.. only 1 poor, 0 miss... sianz...

think that's that =p

Left Hand injured.. argh~!

2004-11-15T14:27:00.000+08:00

sianz... fri night didn't sleep properly.. hand kanna strain/injured/dunno what... cant play PF properly.. argh...

Boning!! must come back hor!! wellz... if you can see this... AND EVEN IF YOU CANT!!! lolz..

hmm... now can manage to pass innocent world advanced with less difficulty le.. but, not good enough... haha... SaM! I'lL CaTcH uP wItH YoU De!!!!! lolz.. just dunno when =(

Tomorrow is the start of my nightmare.. attachment at Research institure.. sianz... boring... argh.. can only TRY to not dread it lor.. try only.. dun think can enjoy.. haha..

yap.. that's bout it.. today, my left hand seems better le.. going PF now..!! =) that's that for now then.

Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow~!!

2004-11-11T19:39:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a long long day..

Cip, then PF, then Seminar, Dinner and PF again... passed a few new songs, had a good Thai meal.. tasted good to me.. and... may be getting a award for nothing i did.. haha...

It was the end of yesterday that i received this SMS out of the blues..

'Hi, I've nominated u for the SPF book prize. So can u meet me on fri (12/11) at 9am? Bring along ur Olevel results, Secondary sch CCA records n promo results. It's urgent important. Thnx. Ms Seah'

i really don't remember doing anything.. but wellz.. it's free.. so why not?? hehe.. =q

With yesterday's activities.. i made a new friend, Khairul from NJC.. meet at seminar de.. hmm.. i also got myself real tired..

This morning still went soccer.. tired~
i went home to sleep right after it.. and here i am.. just woke.. haha..

Tml morning go school lor.. then.. dunno liao.. should be off somewhere playing again.. =p

I never pon wor... haha!!

2004-11-08T01:35:00.000+08:00

i feel very satisfied with myself today.. for i managed to control myself and keep to my plans of going to all lessons! :D

i didn't pon chemistry lecture for bball, neither did i pon physics tutorial for.. err... what was it?? lolz... lan? haha..

no particular reasons.. just feel that.. i got more control of myself again.. feels good..

Ha...

Since September till....

2004-11-07T21:21:00.000+08:00

Really really a long time since a last blogged... no particular reasons... guess i'm too busy? or just nothing to say.. dunno? most prob it's just becoz i didn't feel like it ba...

Sorry Shin!! To think i made you an agreement to blog at least once every 2 days... sorry... i gonna keep it now!! =) no particular reasons.. just feel like it.. haha... there ain't reasons for many things =p

Now... maybe a little updates about me, myself, John, Xiao Yong and .... lolz...

hmm... nothing much.. haha...

just that nowadays keep going boning house eat lor... (not only me.. haha..)

then then.... dunno liao... can anyone tell me anything i should write about? i dun really have a good memory... haha.. so... that's that for now... =D

Down to Queensway!

2004-09-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

today, finally, i went down to queensway to get the class jersey done, with SAM.

we looked for the shop and SIANZ!! ...

OuT Of StOcK!

how now? so we went round and round and round and... the place, seeking another place to print..

OuT Of Stock~

NeVeR Do PrInTiNg~~

No NiCe DeSiGnzzzzz~

FaR AbOvE BuDgEt~

No NiKe~

AHh!! headache sia... then, our prayers were heard. we arrived at a shop, with Nike, with printing, and close to budget. YIPEE!! haha.. but sorry guys, their designs are quite limited and this is the best we chose.

It is one with white as the main colour, 2 blue strips by the side and a blue nike logo at the front.( wanted to get a picture.. but online Nike server down =X)

Price : $28 + 0.80 per letter. EG: SAM = $2.40, John = $3.20 (john worth more than sam) haha..

ok.. that's that for the jersey...

Guess What?! I'm a Yellow LiOn!

2004-09-17T23:40:00.000+08:00

This was done at http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/fortune.php, which i got at YiSin's Blog.. true or not.. wellz.. you ppl tell me lor..

You are Yellow Lion, with idyllic ways of talking and do not try to hide your seriousness.
You are plain and courteous person.
Nevertheless, you are not easily found to be off guard, and tend to be rather stiff.
You are always smiling, and you give a friendly atmosphere.
You don't mind being on your own, and you believe that one opens up one's own destiny.
You are an independent and a hard working person.
You don't tolerate compromise.
You are hard on your self as well as on others.
You don't look for help from others, and tries to do all by your self.
You are little obstinate.
You also think nothing of public reputation and rumors.
You will not show weakness to your loved ones, or complain about the work.
Your conception of life does not include depending on other people.
Therefore, you don't go after one particular thought, or be totally and madly in love with someone.
You will not act according to personal attachment.
Your achievement in work is constant, and is always efficient.
Nevertheless, you lack affection, and consideration for the others.

A Message of the day~~~ (ain't what it supposed to be)

2004-09-14T22:47:00.000+08:00

Message of the Day : Dun be late for anything.. as it will drag on to make you late for more things. EG: woke late, go school late. or Assignment 1 late, when done with assignment 1, assignment 2 late.. hahaha...

Finally...

2004-09-11T02:40:00.000+08:00

well.. i've been quite sick of my previous blogskin liao... haha.. finally got the time to change it.. quite like this new one.. just that, it's quite sqeezy... may be changing soon again.. but sth similar.. change as in not the whole thing.. but more of edit?? Bu Yi Ding yet.. haha..

This Blog Skin i found it at BlogSkins.com.. quite like it lor.. dunno why.. the moment i saw it, i had no second thoughts.. CoOl?! how often does that happen?? i rem searching very long the last time round and didn't find anything real nice.. haha..

Today.. hmm.. should be yesterday liao...
Yesterday, to so-called celebrate Zong's Bday, we played at a secret place.. got Zong, Song, Xiong, Zen and me.. haha... like i say, i gonna start calling you ppl by these.. haha.. so anyway, we played at a secret place, with a secret item that can be gotten from Osama.. but from him expensive... from Mr. Uncle Secret cheaper... We, being clever, of course got it from Mr. Uncle Secret.. haha.. then we played a game which made all 4 of us 'poisoned'.. haha..

Hmm.. lastly, Song! Well Done! To get the answer in 25mins... you got half my abilities!! haha.. kidding.. I took 30mins :s haha.. so that's 25/30 of my abilities?? haha... so.. today, though nothing much, i found it simple and fun.. haha.. maybe it was the comics that made my day..

ha...

Messages of the past Days : 02/06 to 18/07

2004-09-11T02:25:00.000+08:00

The reason why you are seeing this here has a few reasons... firstly, cause i have no where else to put it and secondly, to boost the number of posts i have.. haha.. so.. in future, the MOTD will be part of my entries.

-18/07 : READ

Message: Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you

love me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can you say you like me? How can you say you love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,

because you are caring,

because you are loving,

because you are thoughtful,

because of your smile,

cause of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s nswer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the
Lady met with an accident and became comma.
The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and
here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...

Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love
you.

Because of your care and concern that I like
you..

Now that you cannot show them, therefore I
cannot love you.

Because of your smile,

because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no
reason for me to love you anymore.

Do love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you...

And love doesn't need a reason

Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world
cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be
felt in the heart

-17/07 : A comment i saw..

when u're unsure with the choices u made, chances are, u might have made the wrong choice!

true? i just find it interesting to think about...

-07/07 : This message is what i saw on a friend's blog.. i found it meaningful and here it is..

Put ur face to the sun, so that the shadow falls behind... If you love life, move on and keep ur problems behind you.

-04/07 : This message will be longer than the usual ones.. dunno why, just feel like sharing some thoughts.. There is a quote that spurs people on in
pursuing love.. i use to find it true and use it as an advice to friends.. but i suddenly have thought otherwise.. the quote goess like this :
"Would you rather you tell her/him you love her/him and have a chance of hurting youself(rejection), or would you rather you dun tell her/him that
you love her/him and let there be a chance that she/he gets hurt(thinking you dun love her/him)? well, this makes people decide to
tell the person they love that they love them.. but have you all ever wondered? By doing that, if the person likes you too, all's well.. but what
if the person dun love you, but tresures you very much as a friend, wouldn't this confession make both of you uneasy? wouldn't it spoil the
relationship?? some thoughts: "if you dun tell her/him, you 2 will be friends and happy. if you tell her/him, things
will be uneasy and you 2 may slowly part to be see-and-only-say-hi friends.. no more outings together.." you get what i mean?

Conclusion:i'm not saying that you should keep it in your heart.. but suggesting that you should that you should give obvious hints
and see the person's reaction before taking action.. if reactions are well, then take actions.. i believe being friends who talk
is better than being friends who just say 'hi', right? Alternately, you can wait until obvious hints before you take direct actions..

This is just some thoughts i have.. not necessary true.. but worth thinking.. =p

-13/06 : Don't be with the one you can live with, But be with the one you can't live without.

-12/06 : Distraction is only a distraction if you allow yourself to be distracted.

-09/06 : Never give up for you would never know what you might get if you persist.

-04/06 : Never make others feel bad just to let yourself feel good. It is selfish.

-03/06 : Always look on the bright side for there is nothing good to see on the dark side;p

-02/06 : Life is never the way u want it.u can only decide the way you react 2 it.

Newsletter... Tiring~~

2004-08-18T05:28:00.000+08:00

Since last week, we have been working of the final details of the newsletter, VoiceOut!

And because of it, i hasn't slept well for the past few days... very tired and sleepy.. lolz.. has also made my living room my bedroom and the sofa my bed...

(My computer is downstairs in the living room. when i'm done with the newsletter, i just sleep on the sofa... lolz)

so partly because of the newsletter, because of my lack of time management, because of my lack of determination and because of my night classes, i have lots of work undone..

Now is 5.30 am.. just finished with the newsletter.. have got XX hours and minutes to get my Essay and Chinese paper, comprhension part done.. that's the minimum i MUST complete...

ha..

SteamBoat

2004-08-15T02:45:00.000+08:00

today was kinda boring.. lolz..

first i woke late, couldn't anyone in the morning and nothing got done.. went home after getting my file from school.. well, actually i got it from TMZ and AYS who got it for me from school.. lol..

then slacked at home before meeting sam to play a while of drums and go marina..

play and eat and play.. ok ok lor.. not really a great time... lolz..
hard trouble going home.. great huh?? imagine having to get home without money for cab to woodlands.. lolz...

but anyway, in the end, me, TMZ and AYS (the 2 of them again... interesting..=d) took a taxi to Boat Quay to take NR.. sianz... reach back liao still got to walk quite some distance.. so anyway, i got home, got a few seconds of nagging from my mum (my mum was sleepy.. phEw~), bathe and now here lor..

hmm.. think that's about it today.. another down the drain..

-Time Flies.. When it has gone by, it never comes back.. It can't be saved for future use or loaned from the future for present use.. Tresure every moment you have while you can for there is never a second chance..-

Well, guess i didn't tresure my time well enough huh??

ha...

Holidays~ HOLidays! Holidays-ed...

2004-08-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

holidays over liao.. had wanted to chiong all my work.. but very unlucky, got ill again on national day... ... actually not again... was from the previous illness... just that my throat kanna infected.. sianz..

so the holidays, i kinda sleep and sleep and sleep... fews days sleep at bt 6-7?? cause eat medicine liao sleepy.. then other days waking at bt 3-4... like a pig.. lolz..

haiz... Hw all (i really meant all) not done.. still dun feel like doing.. dun feel the tension... HOW?!! If only i feel the stress, i would start work :s...

ha..

LoNg TiRiNg FuN InTeReStInG PaiNfuL Day

2004-08-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today, after a session of Interesting DISC assembly, and a Long Tiring day in school, i had a Fun game of bball which caused the Painful injury of my thumb...

DISC... for those who dunno my personality and wanna know it, i am a S/C... in the first 3 mths was C/S... but almost the same lor.. CS or SC... just a little difference in priority.. In fact, i decided this change.. sound unreal.. but it is so..

I used to be one who would always be there to prove that i am right, making many conflicts and stuff like that... i realized that such arguments are redundant.. so i made the decision to give in more often.. which probably lead to this change..

Then the long day nothing much lor..

Now, the game!! hehe.. I think i have improved.. dunno how dunno why... but today was like WooHoo!!! haha.. but that's what i think only.. dunno what others think.. Overall, i had a great game lor.. =P though we lost, i still happy =) er.. anyway, paiseh wor.. if i did not fooled ard at the end.. we would surely have won.. sorry ar :s

hmm.. Painful thumb.. thx to _______ lor.. use ball hit until my thumb.. inner bleeding.. pain sian.. now thumb cannot press stuff normally.. sianz...

Then end of day, go home, i read comic read until like in the comic like that... i missed my stop.. had to get off, cross the platform, take train back.. sianz.. but funny..

ha...

Meet the folks..

2004-08-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

today i had my meet the parent session.. all was well.. until the end.. i thought my mum would be understanding about my dozing off very rarely and understand my GP failure.. but..

she threaten to stop my Accounting lessons if by end of the year i dun get a pass in my GP... :(

ARGH!!! HOW?! HOW CAN SHE DO THAT TO ME??!!!

so anyway, i got to work hard liao.. can't doze off in class nor dun hand in work.. if she know, she gonna.. *you know what* ...

sianz..

Guess can't go ard playing all day liao.. haha.. at least she never complain my hair.. no need cut..

ha..

STIFF STiFF sTiFf Neck..

2004-08-01T18:24:00.000+08:00

today, i wok3 lat3.. very lat3.. at about.. 2+?

k3lvin and sam want3d to m33t m3 to study.. but stiff n3ck.. dun f33l like going out.. now still stiff n3ck.. wors3..

PJ P3OPL3!! If Lucky, Monday You All Still Can S33 M3 Stiff N3ck!! haha..

the wors3 thing is, i did no work.. slack3d the whole day lying ard to l3t my n3ck b3 in a comfortabl3 position... play com.. watch NARUTO ;p

anyway, tml sure di3 liao lor.. work not done.. :x

ha...

Realization!!

2004-07-31T21:57:00.000+08:00

i realized sth today.. suddenly..

i come online everyday to look through the blogs.. once or even twice a day.. hoping to see new entries each time.. but each time, i see no new entries.. then i suddenly sub-conciously looked at it in another prospective.. i was thinking :" could the others be doing the same and that i, not writing entries disappoint them?" lol.. sudden tot made me make a decision!!!!

I decided to write at least 1 entry every 2 days.. if can, once a DAY!! :)

Hope those who rarely write entries, like me, and checks other's blogs for entries daily, like me, can see in the PrOsPeCtIvE i looked in, AnD~~~ WRITE MoRe ENtRiEs!!!!
haha.. that's bt it on my Realization..

ha...

Past few days....

2004-07-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

hmm.. past few days not really in good mood.. though anyone knows..

couple of reasons :

1. schoolwork.. things are piling up real bad and i can't seem to do anything about it..

2. was sick since last wed.. starting cold then ... then migraine... mind kinda hay-wired.. then last night a little fever sumore..

3. something cropped up that spoilt my mood.. not gonna say.. only few people know.. haha.. wanna know? dun say.. haha.. but what i can say is that i kinda sort it out.. so it won't be much of a prob now lor..

-This is for people who noticed that i seemed tired.. sth bt myself.. i tend to look tired when i am in a bad mood.. cause when bad mood, i play lots of bball (actually good bad mood also play de lor.. but when bad mood more) + i think a lot.. think lot, mental stress, so will tired lor.. haha.. but i'm still the same me lar.. so never lor.. haha..

Message of the Day : Love has no reasons.

2004-07-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

READ
Message: Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you
love
me?

Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really
like you..

Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how
can you say you like me? How can you say you
love me?

Man : I really don't know the reason, but I
can prove that I love you.

Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the
reason. My friend's boyfriend can tell her why
he loves her but not you!

Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are
beautiful,

because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.

The lady felt very satisfied with the man’s
answer. Unfortunately, a few days later, the
Lady met with an accident and became comma.
The Guy then placed a letter by her side, and
here is the content:

Darling,

Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love
you.

Because of your care and concern that I like
you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I
cannot love you.

Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...

If love needs a reason, like now, there is no
reason for me to love you anymore.

Do love need a reason? NO!

Therefore, I still love you...

And love doesn't need a reason

Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world
cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be
felt in the heart

Today..

2004-07-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

today, go sch, then SC meeting then go watch show..

nothing real interesting.. bt the first 2.. the show was great.. The Woman In Black..

interesting cast, interesting setting, interesting storyline with nice sound and light effects.

hmm.. had plans for secret activities.. but wasn't very fruitful :s sianz.. how?how?how?

my secret training's result is unknown :s :(

HaHa..

Nobody's blogging...

2004-07-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

Like what yuh shin has said... nobodies blogging nowadays... i gonna delete my blog liao... haha... kidding... instead, i will keep it.. just to type what i wanna type every now and then.. hmm.. but now that yuh shin deleted his blog, it's really bored liao lor.. no thing to read le...

hmm.. exams results... not that bad.. kinda expected.. could have been better had i put in more effort... or should i say put in effort.. haha.. as usual, language prob lor.. sianz... haha...

hmm.. what else... played bball more often now =p hehe.. gdgd lor.. me shooting better a bit.. tiny bit.. then realise many many mistakes i have.. pointed by sam.. thx! i will work on it.. really!! haha... EG: passing, shooting, lay-up, blablabla..

then... got secret activity.. improving with the help of a secret person.. those who know what it is, good... those who dun, you will know someday..

then..then..then... got lots of work to do.. to catch up.. wanna do, but always no mood to do.. sianz.. SC got work cuming in liao.. pw.. blablabla.. only thing that i have mood to do is Accounting stuff :s cause it is more interesting.. sianz.. dunno how to get my work done..

think that's bt it ba.. long long time, one long long blog... haha..

Updates!

2004-07-04T04:41:00.000+08:00

i removed some extra stuff like the BlogUpdates and Jokes..
then i updated quite some stuff..

err.. feel free to give me some suggestions or comments or views or thoughts or ... you get the idea lor..

Exams Over!!

2004-07-04T03:49:00.000+08:00

hmm.. exams has been over since fri morning.. HAPPY! and sad.. cause dun think will do well.. especially fm.. sianz.. chinese and eng, no aim so dun have to think.. haha..

hmm.. had a game of bball after exams.. then go watch WindStruck.. Nice nIce niCe nicE show.. haha.. funny with romance... just the kind of show i like.. haha.. then.. then.. go home, change and go to night class at FTC.. for those who have no idea what it is/ no i dea i got night class, now you know! It is an accounting night class i am taking at FTC, financial training centre.. Dun ask me why i took up the course.. i would say, i was a decision i made a little implusively.. :x

i would rather guitar lessons.. but anyway, what's done has to be finished.. i would get my CAT by either end of next year or mid 2006.. then, i will get BSc of Applied Accounting (Hon) in bt 1 to 1.5 years time.. sounds good? well, that will keep me studying hard for Accountancy ;p

anyway, after lessons, i went to yuh shin house.. played fatal frame... ... then kinda bored... sleep late next morning.. met friend.. suppose to help him with Amaths but got back late.. SORRY!!~~... haha.. in the end, i just meet him to pass him his time table..

then got back home.. Sleep slEep sleeP until bt 1am.. woke up.. watch tv, eat, slack.. till now.. bt 4am+.. check email and now blogging lor..

quite long liao.. think gonna end here.. wanna sleep again le.. at least i nv eat and sleep, eat and sleep... i still go exercise my fingers.. haha.. okok.. i will upload kenny face to save you all the trouble... haha.. lame~ :s haha...

Hot!!!

2004-06-29T04:45:00.000+08:00

Now is 4.45am of 29/06/2004...

i got woke up by the heat wave that can't seem to leave me alone to sleep..
very tired.. slept at 11am+ and has been sleeping in intervals of 2hours?

now can't take it liao.. drinking iced water.. a jug of it.. double iced.. ice in both glass and jug.. haha..
tired.. :s

WhY?!!!

2004-06-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

Why is the world so crude...

Today i had my Chi tests.. didn't study but think can reach my aim of 50/100 + - 2 ba..
the world so crude to me.. don't let me get accurate every time..

Then i go teach my friends Maths... then teach until very good.. why are they not blessed with the talent i have?? WHY??!! why the world so crude to them??!!

Then, becoz i very good, my friends called me Maths God... why so crude?? why can't they let me off.. it's such an insult to me.. comparing me to Maths God.. the Maths Gods will probably think they are very talented in Maths if they heard about it.. why so crude to me.. i help you, still insult me.. then also make the Maths Gods happy for something that they are not.. they will crippled if they know they suck lor..

why so crude.. WHy?!!!

(An attempt to write in the 'pattern' of Yun Song.. HAHA..)

In my 'pattern' :

Today went for test.. then study.. then bball.. then home.. tml is maths test..

Studying well as last.. haha..

2004-06-26T22:11:00.000+08:00

past week has not really been studying well..
today really studied.. think bt 5-7 hours? haha..

got me, kelvin, meiying and clarresa.. at Woodlands Mart's Mcdonald..

studied maths and a few page of chemistry(2-3?) haha..

mostly maths.. APGP.. abit inequalities.. and stuff..

then after that went to tiong bahru with kelvin to do something.. then home sweet home.. haha.. quite sian today.. but stuff done.. haha..

For the benefit of those who cant read the previous post.. ;p

2004-06-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

Msg with no error:

According to a research at an English university, it doesn't mater in what order the letters in a word are, the only important thing is that first and last letter is at the right place. The rest can be a total mess and you can still read it without problem. This is because we do not read every letter by itself but the word as a whole.

Something Interesting!!

2004-06-24T12:35:00.000+08:00

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at an Elingsh uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht frist and lsat ltteer is at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae we do not raed ervey lteter by itslef but the wrod as a wlohe.

since back from chalet..

2004-06-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

since i got back from chalet, i've been slacking.. trying hard to do my work, but didn't do much.. haha.. practically nothing? haha..

hmm... just to let you all know if you guys thinking of catching a movie.. The Chronicles of Riddick and Best Bet not nice de.. of the two, the first is better.. if you really desperate for movie, then watch the first.. the second, dun.. if not you see until, cant find kenny, you may find find the second movie a suffering experience...

ha..

Chalet (15th to 18th)

2004-06-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. got lots of fun.. especially the second day.. first day a little sian.. haha.. hmm.. did lots of stuff.. played lots of stuff.. eat not a lot of stuff.. always looking for food :s haha..

paiseh ar.. i kinda lazy to write... but, thanks to a friend who was not lazy, you can get the details from his site.. wahaha.. just go yuh shin's blog to find out ;p haha.. paiseh ar..

BTW, the footprints is mingzong take one right? not keen hong? or izzit i kanna gui block eye??? c wrongly :s can someone tell me :s

wat's L.O.V.E..

2004-06-14T21:00:00.000+08:00

Just an email i got.. some thoughts for you guys.. since many of you are falling into it..

For all you people who say, "I love you" when you have no clue what love is exactly!!!
Something to ponder upon...

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing and is your voice caught within your chest??
-It isn't love, it's LIKE.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of her/him
-It isn't love, it's LUST.

Are you proud, and eager to show her/him off??
-It isn't love, it's LUCK.

Do you want her because you know she's/he's there??
-It isn't love, it's LONELINESS.

Are you with her/him because it's what everyone wants??
-It isn't love, it's LOYALTY.

Are you with her because she/he kissed you, or held your hand?
-It isn't love, it's LOW CONFIDENCE.

Do you stay for her/him confessions of love, because you don't want to hurt her/him?
-It isn't love, it's PITY.

Do you belong to her/him because the sight of her/him makes your heart skip a beat??
-It isn't love, it's INFATUATION.

Do you pardon her faults because you care about her/him?
-It isn't love, it's FRIENDSHIP.

Do you tell her/him every day she is the only one you think of?
-It isn't love, it's a LIE.

Are you willing to give up all of your favorite things for her sake?
-It isn't love, it's CHARITY.

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Does your heart ache and break when she's sad?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you cry for her/his pain, even when she's/he's strong?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do her/his eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and relation pulls you close and holds you to her/him?
-Then it's LOVE.

Do you accept her/his faults because it's a part of who she/he is?
-Then it's LOVE.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with her/him faithfully without regret??
-Then it's LOVE.

Would you give her/him your heart, your life, your death??
-Then it's LOVE.

Now, if love is painful, and tortures us so, why do we love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
The answer is so simple cause it's...LOVE.
It is such an addictive thing that even people who are not having it wish to experience it and share it with others as well.

SpiderMan!

2004-06-13T16:36:00.000+08:00

hmm... just got back from the NaCLi camp , a.k.a SC camp, yesterday.. wanted to meet sam for bball.. but got to go home.. got home liao, realize i was very tired... so sleep early..

today actually planned to stay in bed the whole day de.. long time since i did that.. BUT!, my parent's room accidentally got locked up and coincidentally, both my parents' keys are in the room...

Here's where SPIDERMAN comes to save the day.. haha.. i had to climb from the window of one toilet, to the toilet of my parents' room...
(first, screw out the grills, then remove the glass panels, climb out, climb over to the other toilet on the 'roof', remove the glass panels of the other toilet, screw out the other grill and climb in to open the door from inside.)
but, the screws of the grill in my parent's room's toilet were stuck and couldn't be unscrewed... HoW WaS I SuPpOsEd To EnTeR If ThE WinDoW Is GrIlLeD??!!!

so in the end, i had to 'fish' my mum's handbag with a pole while sitting on the 'aircon-generator?'... imagine the force i had to apply at 20cm from the pivot to produce a moment strong enough to lift my mum's handbag of weight about 3N at a distance of about 3m!

let the weight be 3N.
3N X 3m = ?N X 0.2m
? = 45N (about the weight of a thin person?)

haiz.. anyway, it was kinda fun lor.. since i like climbing around.. like rock-climbing.. haha.. so it was tiring and fun.. haha...

IN THE END:
I got the keys from my mum's handbag as it was hung on the other side of the grill for my mum and th door is OPEN!!

My dad immediately took the keys and made a copy to be placed in 3 rooms.. haha.. over-cautious sia..