Feeling helpless... doing nothing.. gonna have to live with it..
Today was a sian day.. very unhappy.. felt like playing bball.. but it was just too late.. and my ankle.. can't believe i keep having these one-sided thoughts.. argh..
sam had a bad day too.. ups and downs.. but overall i'll still think it's a up for him ba.. i would be real happy if i was him.. he was.. but just still worried.. well..
went out late into the night.. sam kanna locked out again.. without boning and kenny, he had not place to stay for the night.. luckily bargain until he can stay over my house.. first time.. i never even had friends come my house to play before.. =s
Just hate what i am thinking about.. there isn't even a bright side for me to think about anymore.. i could only dun think about it.. but couldn't.. argh..
dunno... it just doesn't feel good to know of sth.. and i just had to be able to confirm it directly.. it's as good as throwing my mood off a cliff.. could even control myself to act normal or crappy like i usually do..
This is throwing my way of life i wanted off.. my aim to be 'happy always' life.. never thinking bout unhappy stuff and making the happiest out of the worse.. i just could do nothing..
sam had a bad day too.. ups and downs.. but overall i'll still think it's a up for him ba.. i would be real happy if i was him.. he was.. but just still worried.. well..
went out late into the night.. sam kanna locked out again.. without boning and kenny, he had not place to stay for the night.. luckily bargain until he can stay over my house.. first time.. i never even had friends come my house to play before.. =s
Just hate what i am thinking about.. there isn't even a bright side for me to think about anymore.. i could only dun think about it.. but couldn't.. argh..
dunno... it just doesn't feel good to know of sth.. and i just had to be able to confirm it directly.. it's as good as throwing my mood off a cliff.. could even control myself to act normal or crappy like i usually do..
This is throwing my way of life i wanted off.. my aim to be 'happy always' life.. never thinking bout unhappy stuff and making the happiest out of the worse.. i just could do nothing..
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Before you all ask about anythin, i can just say.. dun bother asking.. cause you probably knew or going to know what is it about if i do feel close enough to let you know..
mm.. sometimes... somethings.. are jus out of ur control.. what can u do abt it?? nth. right? tt's y u're feeling so helpless.. so useless.. so sad. but u hav to get over with it anyway.. n do ur best in what u can do. k? =) take care guy. hugz.
haha.. i'm ok liao.. =D glad that i could get out of what i dun like to feel too =D
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